milestone!

completed my first ever essay for university. only this is called a reflection paper and

1) it sounds so much less intimidating

2) my completed work doesn't sound reflecting at all.

i just hope i didn't cite wrongly. and i get a decent grade.

it's 2.47am now, the last week day of my recess week. gonna accompany diyana to the studio (that's the name of the studio!) at amoy street later for her photoshoot. i hope we don't get lost. and swimsuit shopping after that! but i've got this bugging feeling that i won't get anything.

rawr.

i miss my boyfriend.

you know,

http://akosishei.tumblr.com/

moments like this

my younger brother ran past a wheelchair-bound old man. then he tapped me on the shoulder, and said softly with hints of guilt,

"i think i just made him feel very sad, because he can't even walk."

the lousiest feeling ever.

you know the feeling where you're lost in a new environment and you need somebody to talk to, but the person that you want to confide in just blatantly ignores you?

yeah, that's how i've been feeling for the past few weeks.

there must be something more

than pure lethargy to summarise my mood right now. i've been sleeping alot the past two days, and i think tonight wouldn't be an exception. i haven't even read my readings for this week and it's friday in 3 hours!

but sleeping early also means my biological clock wakes me up early, and i actually feel more refreshed than i did sleeping in the past few weeks. maybe this shoul become a habit. sleep early, wake up early, go to school and mug.

and i can't believe week 4's coming to an end. this sem only has 13 study weeks! so like, i just entered uni, and i'm already around one third through my first semester. so weird please.

and projects! just had eu project meeting yesterday, and i'm pretty intimidated. like everyone knows what's going on and i'm still floating around! gek project also. got to know C in the lt today and first thing he asked was, "how's your project getting along?" i had to sheepishly answer that we haven't even started. i haven't even met my groupmates!

ahhh please let my sem one be okay. i want a decent cap! and i will do my readings. i will. i'll try, at least.

kinda sucky to have readings in both ivle and rbr. since everybody's gonna print it anyway why not get it on ivle? and the prof mixed up clifford a with clifford b so we got a reading from the wrong clifford and that wrong reading isn't needed in this module.

but at least i've got most of my eu and ps readings sorted out. i hope i find people to share the prining costs in my coming semesters too!

i still think uni life's quite uneventful so far. german and french club hasn't called for meeting yet, idk what's in store for me as an arts affiliate, i forgot if i signed up for nussu but i'm prolly gonna drop nuspa, and ps society hasn't got back to me. idk if i made the right choice to drop fencing (late days plus expensive), but i hope i don't grow fat with all those food at fass.

and i hope to grow enough brains to interest myself with sea and eu lifestyles.