i dun wan...

i woke up at 7.my dad asked mi y i woke up so early. i told him i nidda reach sch @ 9. den he sae: report at 9 den wake up at 8 oso can wat...so early 4 wat?
den i wuz like, wth...so i ans-ed: i take 45min to reach sch leh...wake up at 8 how can?
seriously.do the parents nowadaes noe wat their children r goin thru?
i havent started on hw. nt at all. can neone tell mi wat's my topic 4 geog? hu dun haf cl grp wanna join mi n xy?
hol hw (according to my memory)

• geog proj
• hist wshts
• el wshts
• german proj
• cl proj
• el bk revs
• el journals

i think u'll think tt tt's veri little...but no. 3 projs. hist wshts r owaes veri long. el wshts, dere's a whole stack. compre, grammar, vocab, u name it, i've got it. cl proj. i havent even formed my grp yet. geog proj. i dun even noe my topic. german proj...it's supposed to b done alone...cuz cannot form grp of 3 (mi, derniese, hannah)...so derniese suggested we do individual...journals...topics r

1. reflection of sem 1
2. memorable event during the hols
3. targets for sem2

all the boring topics...i asked mr chin if a blog entry can b considered as a journal entry, n he actually nodded. i dunno wat tt means...mayb i shld do my journal online? my ex bk goin to finish liao...

tt budding entrepreneurs thing...neone wanna kang1 kai3 jie3 nang2 help mi draw sumthing? actually is sumthings larh...

--i dun wanna talk bcuz i dun wanna hurt u...im sorriee...--

qn

ok...sumthing 4 u ppl to think abt... parents owaes sae wat dey do is 4 our own gd...but do dey actually noe wat's gd 4 us?

dunno...

dere's a lot of things i wanna sae out...but i dunno how to phrase dem...
i dun wanna hurt ani1 wif my words. but sumhow i haf to sae it out. tt's the onli wae the prob can b solved. so i guess, the onli thing i can do is sae wat i want to at the rite time...
ok...ptc wuz dumb. mr tan wuz explaining tt the class luvs to hate mi...wateva larh...n andrea's noticeboard proposal still nt approved. pls lar. june ler leh...my ranking in the level, despite getting 13th in class, wuz 47. stoopid. 2/1's standard is dropping. realli. so tchers out dere listen up. 2/1 isnt the best class.
i dunno wat subs to choose...nh made a maths n chem compulsory. i mean, a maths is fine lar...but chem...mayb it's the prob wif the tchers i haf. mr peter tan craps too much. mrs siew treats us like geniuses, which we obviously arent. n wat's wif goin to the amphitheater to present our work? cumon...we're learning chem...nt havin sum kinda voice projection workshop...jus teach wat u r supposed to. dun gif us sec 3 or above work PLEASE. it's like, we din even learn our sec 1 n 2 chem properly n u gif us upper sec work. gao3 xiao4 arh.
the ushering at the moelc wuz ok ba...keep mistaking tchers 4 parents...tchers shld wear a name tag larh...den dere wuz dis parent. i ushered him to a seat. den i went down. while i wuz talking to frau anwar, he changed places TWICE. oh, he's a mr yeo btw...
i wuz in blazer n tie...it wuz abit hot in the beginning but after sum time i got used to it...
i discovered a door to the auditorium? omg im a genius sia...
so the ushers watched the ceremony frm the top level...den went down 4 reception...den herr anwar made mi tend the german exhibits...get ppl to plae games n gif out prizes...so i din haf my reception...mayb i onli got a fraction of it...cuz i onli ate sum of my food...
when cleaning up i realised how inconvenient it wuz 4 mi to b in blazer n tie...esp the tie...so i took dem all off...the blazer wuz super wet (wif pespiration larh)...sorriee blazer...
took the mrt wif a sec 4 guy...his tcher told him the thing ll end at 4.30 at it actually ended at abt 6...he had a dinner at 6.30 lor...chatted bout the immersion programme...it'll take up the whole of june hols so im nt realli sure if i wanna go 4 it nxt yr...but frm wat he saed, it wuz realli fun...
went to the food expo on sat...went to mph warehse sale 1st...got 2 bks... havent started reading...i wanna finish my da vinci code 1st...the food expo wuz...i dunno lar...mayb bcuz of tt incident i din haf the mood to walk ard...stuck to my seat most of the time...took sum fotos...
2dae...din wanna wake up...i onli slept at abt 2am n my mum woke mi up at 7+...but i still woke up lar...came online to post fotos...
den my aunt came...wuznt too happi wif my el results...but the test...i din study lar...it wuz taken when i wuz sick? i dun rmb. i jus noe tt i din study...i ll much prefer a compo or compre test larh...
30 qns as maths hw. to b done in 1 wk. so much for getting 66 for maths...
i dun believe i got a b4 for science. it wuz alwaes my a1 sub...bio...i dunno y but i dun seem to b able to listen during lessons...n chem sux. i dun think the sub itself is difficult, but the way the 2 tchers teach it...
went out wif my mum to buy lunch...so filling can...actually can dun eat dinner de...but got cook so mus eat rite?
ahyi...dun treat mi as a typical gal can? it's nt tt i realli dun like the tee u gave mi...but i much prefer the wan u got fred...2/1 ppl...tt's y dere's derrek rite?
im goin to sch 2moro at 10...meeting xy in classrm...dunno when the BE thing is...my yeo saed 10.30 but ms chan saed 1.30...so im goin to haf lunch out...
dere's cl on the 1st...wx wuz one of mdm foo's last batch of sudents in css...it's a small world...sg even smaller...
i wanna go 4 el on the 2nd...both classes ba...i dun wanna stae at hm...can go sch everydae do hw anot?
3rd...dere's maths frm 2pm-3pm...
6th...bio frm 8am-10am, maths frm 10.30 am-12.30 pm...
8th...maths 3pm-4pm...
9th...bio frm 12nn-2pm...
13th-15th video wkshp frm 9am-4pm
im nt goin 4 dance...mayb onli 4 the sentosa de...cuz tt's 4 oai oai oai...the others r 4 88 anniversary...
argh...i feel so bad for nt goin to 88th anniversary...i'll b goin 4 lessons instead...m i selfish?

blah

okok...im supposed to sleep...it's 1am on sunday...
jus went to the food expo...fotos ll b up soon yar?
visit the foto blog for cultural pot nite 1 pics...onli oai oai oai larh...
thanks a million mr chiu n cheri...
cheri posted the fotos in the nhds blog...n mr chiu, the photographer4 the dae sent mi more...thnx again...
i'll nt b participating in the 88th anniversary dance due to smthn...sorriee ppl...
the list of hw 4 the hols is quite long...mus start soon...

short post

ok...dis ll b a pretty short post...
went to mac 4 breakfast den go nh 4 ptc...
mr tan wuz...speaking cl? fine fine fine...
den i went to moelc...refer to foto blog 4 pics...prize giving lar...doin ushering...quite a gd experience...
den came hm...
deen cum online...
posted pics of the ceremony...
got cultural pot pics frm sum1...
it needs sum arrangements so it'll b posted mayb a few daes later?
ok...i nidda go do hw...byee ppl...

50 pushups...

arm hurting like siao...thnx to the 50 pushups lar...
it wuz a ranie dae thnx to ranie...everytime i meet ranie on the mrt it'll b a ranie dae...haha...no spelling errors here...read the sentence again n u'll c...
ok...despite having n umbrella, my skirt wuz totally wet n my shoes were swimming pools 4 ants...
yep i went to GO to borrow blazer...but the person sae mdm normah cums at 7...n tt time wuz 0654? ok lar...on the account tt it wuz raining...
so ah gong took 2/1's newspapers up...den i stae in classrm 4 awhile den go try to dry my shoes n socks...to nt much avail...den 0710 i go GO again...saw mdm normah on the fone...so i stae outside c trophies...den go in...den get blazer n tie...weird...she din ask mi 4 letter...
den go up...den realised i din haf dance tee...stoopid mi...got slacks got costume jiu4 shi4 no dance tee...so i go 1/1 ask...dun haf...4get it larh...
lessons were ok?
din realise fairy godmother wuz dere...got a shock when i turned bac to talk to xy...den she wuz like, "huh? she's here meh?" den she turn bac oso...den we 2 start laughing...fairy godmother actually caught the whole thing on camera...she videos every 1 of our lessons...
im slow...onli found out tt mr chin's wedding's on 18 jun 2dae...i wanna go...yar go b xtra rite...my parents dun allow larh..."we wish u a happy wedding n a chubby baby" eh jas?
bio test arh...sure die wan. confirm, guarantee plus chop arh...dunno wat the chop is dere frm...copy si aun de...
even tho i finished the test in 15 min, the ans written down were all CRAP. i din study larh...n nobody believed?
assembly...chocolates!!! elaine n company were trying to ans as mani qns as possible so dey'll get dem...hahas...
mrtanhsiaoyuz made sec 2/1 stae bac afta sch to do maths. mus finish everything. den mus take down 4 him to mark. i din wanna do lar...but he saed by 2dae...
went to borrow ivy's tshirt afta assembly...den go bac do maths...den change...den go down...den ask yinghui to help mi tell dem to xcuse 2/1 de...den run to staffrm to get mr tan to mark my maths...den mus redo corrections...so run bac to hall, got pencil case den ran up to 4th floor to do recorrections...finish liao...den take xy's stuff down while she go change...mr tan sae let him mark maths at 5pm...dun care lar...finish liao den hand in to zh lor...samasama...
dance wuz super tiring? wuz it mi or izzit realli tiring? i dunno lar...giddy, nauseous...den at the end got 50 pushups sumore...die die die...2moro no nid to write liao...
2moro staein bac 4 cl test...mus go get letter 4 hols dance prac...
2nd 2pm-6pm is nt hongmayi de...dunno if i'll b down 4 el remedial...
3rd maths...2pm-3pm
6th-9th dance...9am-6pm?
actualy 6th got bio (8am-10am) n maths (10.30am-12.30pm)...
8th got maths 3pm-4pm
9th bio 12nn-2pm...
i wanna go 4 lesson...
shld i join video wkshp? 13-15 jun...dunno wat time...
plans 4 fridae: eat breakfast at mac wif family...den go nh...den leave at 10.30 4 ushering at moelc...den eat dinner myself...den go hm...
proposed plan onli...nt approved yet...
25 jun is nh family dae...mum n bro goin...thankyou larh...so it's meet at field bhind mac den proceed wif the others...
i mus finish my hw...mus sign chem paper...mus print story 4 cheri...

yay!!!

i'll b leaving sch btwn 10.30am-11am on fri...mayb 10.45 yar? middle mah...
ok let's start the post rite...beginning of the day...
yea rite jas...stomachache...
had quite a debate bout the songs bein plays by mad vibes...poor liwen...
cheri...send mi the fotos....gimme the username n pw...i go post the fotos larh...so ma fan...
lit...mrs seng late 4 10 min as usual...den did the family luv thingy...havent finish...later do...
cme...mr tan bad mood again...dunno larh...he 4eva liddat wan...
recess...yes yes...xiao hei1 bcum more hei1 liao...black lar...
chem...11 or 17 arh...dunno lar...11 ll b betta...the real 17 doesnt haf much impact...by luck de...or wat dey owaes sae tyco wan lar...jas even betta...realli go memo periodic table...18 marks lar! pro liao lar!
el...45/80 yar? nice marks...mus read more bks liao...sure kena alot of bk rev de...the blind dog wsht...i jus did half of it? effective phrases dey want at least 3 i think i gave dem more than 30...hey nt my fault k? u want ep den i gif u ep lor...vocab...do when i fell like doin...i still got rd wshts havent do...but i haf the rd wif mi lar...it ended off wif a veri nice, long winded, boring intro to debate by liwen n a dunno-wat-u-call-it...weiliow the lawyer...yar yar...cannot throw u down cuz u nidda sue the person hu made the plane rite...
made my lunch shorten by 10 min...
chinese...3 periods leh...die lar...mdmfoo. i realli din slp k? too bright liao lar...seriously lar...we dun nid tt mani lights in the classrm...yes i still rmb 1 light 1 fan...nidda do jian bao anot???
afta sch...had dinner...yes...dinner at 2+...im a genius u c...*inside joke*
reached the lc at 4? din c the gang larh...end up dey realli din go...ahyao dunno wat happen...olive sick...stoopid marcus quit...ahmeng...dunno...vivian saed weiqing went...din c her...sorriee hor...
yay!!! im the usher 4 the prize giving ceremony...tt's y im leaving sch early on fri larh...wif amelina n rebecca...hmph...sae i anti-social...ok...so i'll b havin lunch in 104 classrm...packed lunch...den blazer n tie...bags...aiyah ll haf a place to put de larh...mus bring camera...take the transformed lc...
realli looking 4ward...
dere's dance 2moro...dun haf the feeling liao...dunno y...mayb bcuz of ytd's post ba...but sec 4s joining us 2moro...dunno 4 wat oso...dey nt even in 88 anniversary...n au carn go...we lose 1 pro dancer...eek...
ok...im a gd gal so i shall stop here n go do hw yar?
byee ppl...nitez...

he saed ilu 2dae...

nt much...climax of 2dae's abit too private to be let out...but u'll noe if u can see the title of 2dae's post...
hols cuming...i dun want...all the work...den still hafta go bac to sch 4 lessons...but got dance...preparing 4 88th anniversary...sec 4s nt joining dis time...stepping down in july...die argh...
thinking bac...my attitude 2wards dance realli changed alot. alot. ask ne senior n dey'll sae dey noe mi as the ap gal. attitude prob larr...i still owe serena 20...push ups...
mayb last time (as in last yr hols) if u tell mi dere ll b no dance 4 2 wks i'll cheer like siao...cuz i'll get scolded by seniors at least once per dance prac. i dunno y lar...but now, afta syf, when i got 2 wks break frm dance (it turned out to b 3), it wuz total hell...
it isnt the kind of hell tt can b seen on the outside...it's the kind of torture u get when u realli miss smthn n u carn show it...my mum doesnt like mi to b too enthu bout ds newae...
i just dunno y dere wuz dis total attitude change of mine...nhds is like a realli big family to mi...everyone is a fren of everyone else...jus tt sumtimes dere may b a little disagreements here n dere...but overall everyone's united although dey sae tt the spirit is dying down...
i jus dunno how dis kinda friendship can take place...mayb bcuz im brought up in a family where u care 4 the gd of urself b4 u care bout others...tt's y dey saed im ap i guess...it's like, we can sense the absence of a person even if it's nt announced?everyone has a place in everyone else's heart. seriously.
dancers. can u imagine a dance session w/o da sam? hann bin? ah toot? xin jie? jolene? hui lan? jie ling? wah tuck?i can go on naming every single person n the ans ll b the same. no.
da sam has been giving motivational talks b4 every performance. the mani words r nt saed 4 nthn. we nid time to think ovr wat we haf been goin thru 2gether, as one. n the most suitable time to think of it is b4 we go on stage, b4 we face the audience. we nid to noe tt we haf each other for support.think bac. im sure most of u rmb at least one sentence da sam saed in his mani talks.
i noe it's weird 4 a person like mi to sae all dis stuff. mani of u still think im the ap gal. i dun mind. i carn change how u c mi. i can onli change myself n hope tt ur perspective of mi ll b diff. im still the loner. i can still b seen sitting at a corner doin nthn while the others r in grp discussions or practising deir moves. y? diff reasons. sumtimes i jus prefer to b left alone bcuz im diff frm the rest of u. nt every gal likes bein treated as a guy. but i do. i like bein wif guys bcuz i like their company. the friendship i haf wif dem is smthn i can neva haf wif gals.
sae im biased. i dun mind. cuz i m. i've alwaes tried bein frens wif gals. but the closest i've eva got to is xy. she ll neva noe how hard it wuz 4 mi when she ignored mi...but it's ok...she nids her time alone as well...andrea, sharon, li wen, ade, jas, cheri...i've been in a disagreement wif all of dem b4...n i rmb it. the guys? the numerous times dey haf hit mi wif deir duster...the time kw accused mi for make zw miserable, did i eva take dem to heart? no. i at most shed a few tears n talk bout it to my closest frens, tt's all. tt's cuz dey're guys.
it's the same in dance. the gals dun realli like mi. i noe it. im a gal too. i can sense it. but i feel more myself when im wif the guys. kai wen. wu gui. jun cheng. wei hong. da sam. wah tuck. winston.
dun ask mi y. i dunno myself.

combined post of 5 daes?

internet wuz down 4 the prev few daes...torture sia...
nthn much happened in school...xcept tt xy absented herself on thurs n fri...jc almost had to take her whole locker hm...hahas
i wuz absent 4 sch on wed...monster got mi...the sore-throat-plus-cough-plus-running-nose-plus-fever monster...yar...
i went hm during lunch on tues...tt's y i missed the dance meeting...den go c doc...den go moelc 4 mye...wif a temp of 39+...
haix...temp wuz shooting up...it wuz 38.2 in class...den go office bcum 37.8...den go doc bcum 38.8...at nite it rised to a max 39.8...
wed morning i wanted to go sch...but temp 39.6...so stae at hm...haix...missed the cultural pot rehearsal...wuz slping most of the dae newae...had milo wif medicine 4 breakfast...den mee sua soup 4 lunch n dinner...
thurs...feeling much betta, i went to sch.xy din cum.i din noe. i went down to zhulin dere to ask 4 her...shana saed she din cum. fine. tt gal arh...ok...so i got my dance consent form n the ptc (nt plant tissue culture) form...n i finally got my you miao bks frm zhong lao shi...
fri...sch wuz boring again w/o xy...left class during lunch...gave xy's hw 2 jc...den ask jc 2 take xy's locker hm as well cuz i dunno wat bks she nid...but end up i ran up n took hist n sci down...
yea...wanting bu hao wan de...*inside joke*
so we left 4 ucc...gals...mus rmb dressing rm 11...had my jacket on most of the time...my ever trusty jacket tt once belonged to my aunt...most of my stuff once belonged to her...haha...din haf much appetite 4 dinner...din eat tea break oso...jus felt like slping but cudnt find a proper slping spot in the dressing rm...so chatted wif him until da sam started his usual wat-u-call-it tt he gifs b4 every performance...nhds. u r a bunch of wonderful ppl. realli.
daryl applied yoko yoko on mi. hmph. he go put on neck...den i tot tt ince oreadi haf it on neck might as well haf it on legs as well. so i ask him help mi put. aiyah hu cares bout the allergy at dis time. backstage wasnt cold. the yoko yoko wasnt hot. izzit mi or is the world turing crazy?
oai oai oai rocked the whole of ucc on 20 may 2005. official statement by derek. even tho steph almost threw her bamboo out wif the sweet...here's her recount on wat happened den...
stoopid ribbon on sweet wuz tied to my bamboo...den cannot take of...so jus throw lar...den the staple came off...den one flew to the emceees dere...den one almost hit the GOH...i think...den another one flew to the bac...argh...but dance still rox!!!
ok steph tt's enuf...
den went bac to sch...sat wif him on the bus...den walked to mrt wif my hair untied n makeup still on...i wun b surprised if neone mistook mi 4 the spirit of nhds...cuz i wuz in dance tee...
sun...met him at mrt station...den take 96...woah...whole bus nh de sia...den until ucc the bus empty de...yar yar...ym saw mi in the bus at the bus stop...letts n jansen were marshal-ing...
foto taking spree wif mrs lee's son...hahas...cute guy... visit kai wen's photo blog to see dem...
found our seats...bb 25 n 26...until intermission we went to seat at the side...hahas...tried to go backstage to c zhulin n take fotos...terence asked if i wuz frm dance...argh...
ccs de play wuz realli gd lar...sb...den the ending wuz...wow?
zhulin...cy took xy's place...nice...
finale...throw sweets again...hahas...
i spent more than half of 2dae slping again...shall pia my hw 2moro...

eventful dae?

it wuz raining elephants dis morning...my mum had to take mi to the mrt station...
boarded the mrt...my ex-crush sat opposite mi...pretended nt to noe mi...fine lar...
so the wet weather program wuz activated...had a small gathering outside class...talking bout...the insect? hahas
art. ngboonhui. stop calling my name nehow. my name is nt a random word tt's 4 u to sae at least once every lesson. so we painted a galaxy...doesnt look much like one tho...stoopid. smurfy saed mus finish den can go 4 recess. den end up finish liao no recess ler. stoopid.
had dis assembly rite afta recess...2/1 wuz like, the last class tt arrived? mr foo wuz promoting the cultural pot...luckily xy wuznt dere...if nt she'll cry 4 sure...
xy appeared afta the assembly...her mum asked her nt to cum to sch?
music test...stoopid ms yeo...my discipline doesnt haf nething to do wif dance cann? cuz i finished my test n wuz like writing seow ming's otas...den pass to xy...den laugh like hell...nt xy lar...mi...den she wuz like saeing...stop laughing arh...wat cca r u frm? so i saed dance...den she wuz like, i think u nid betta discipline...she shld haf seen the otas sheet lar...
name: goh seow ming
subject title: music
class:2000000001
register no.:59
den the ans got choice e de...den got smiley face sumore...
if ur wondering y i chose the name seow ming...it's thnx to the 1/1 gals...1/1. nt 2/1.
the otas sheet is still wif mi...ne1 wanna c jus cum n find mi...
chinese...i wuz drawing on my book...nice pics tt resulted in xy havin goosebumps...haha...i rawk...
lunch...evil ppl...u noe hu u r...
mrswonglileen. dun look at mi tt wae. mayb u dun realise tt.
maths...my maths 1/2 came bac wif a lot of folded pages. as usual...n i din bring it bac to do correction...
my glue's wif audrey. 3rd lang de. so i'll hafta use white gule 4 all my work. cuz tt's the onli glue my hse has other than my glue stick.
3 tests 2moro. chem. cl. german. german is mye...nt fair...g2d havin deirs on the 28th...how unfair can the world get...
i havent done a lot of hw...so wish mi luck eh?

slping dae...

alarm clock rang at 7.30...but i onli woke up at 8+...den eat breakfast...actually is drink...it wuz jus a cup of tea...den did journal while watching tv...havent do finish den doorbell rang...haix...
spent more dan n hr looking thru the work ive done...den more wuz issued...
den watch sumore tv...
den lunch...
den do hw...do until wanna slp...so i slept at abt 4...actually wanted to wake up at 4.30...but end up wake up at 6+...wasted sum 2 hrs slping..
den do hw...den bathe...den dinner...
den sumore hw...den i went to jp (again) at 9.15...came bac at abt 9.45 (nt 10.45 hor...)...so i onli spent 1/2 n hr out of my hse...tt means <15 min is spent in jp...hahas...jus go dere walk walk oso shuang eh?
so i came bac n did my compre...jus finished lar...
hw left:
tues srw
maths sp5f
i hope tt's all...

another saturday

lazy mi woke up at 1102...wasted almost half the day slping...
so started to pia my maths...until 12+...den do housework...den do sumore maths...den read book...den go jp.
went to popular...i got the da vinci code...den went for lunch...so zhong qing n quan yi feng filming the yuan lai jiu shi ni show...ppl were like crowding ard...pls lar...filing onli...take camera n tt mike tingy walk walk den the person talk talk onli mah...
hais.being an entertainer is so...no privacy...dunno how mani ppl can take pics of u w/o u noeing...a when u do smthn wrong, the whole world gets the news...even u get into relationship ppl oso mus noe the whole story...
den i went to buy bag...my purple bag is goin to retire soon...
den went giordano...den went bossini...got a pair of jeans...the 2nd one to my wardrobe...yes...i used to onli haf 1 pair of jeans...
it's goin to b sent 4 alteration lar...im short...
wondering y this post is onli written at 11+?
thank you ah yi n uncle n dylan...thnx 4 staying until 10.30...thnx ah yi 4 the pair of op slippers...
now u noe.

wuz abit bz ytd so no update...
ytd wuz eventful...learnt a veri impt lesson...neva try to violate rules in sch uniform...
mr foo's the bestest best principal u can get lar...even tho his el might nt b veri gd...but since he can b a principal, his el standard cannot b veri poor lar...
2dae...morning wuz as boring as usual...
had my shuttle run during pe...11.6 sec...tt's soo nt my bez lar...cuz i wuz like shouting at jas while running...
here's my results 4 napfa:
2.4--13:35--A
sit up--52--A
ipu--18--A
sbj--159--C
sit n reach--36--C
shuttle run--11.6--A

dis is totally byond expectations k? im nt a student tt likes pe thus i dun excel in it...but i noe i can do betta...
dere wuz dance 2dae...no sec 4s...a bit too quiet...
im in the 88th anniversary dance lar...n frm the wae mr low described it, it ll b a combination of
prev syf dances...zhu lin, hong ma yi...
im goin to b veri bz during dis wkend...homework, visits, revision...
derniese n hannah, if u r reading dis: im goin to take my mye on tues...carn make it on thurs...got cultural potpourri rehearsal...

derrek take over

dis blog is officially derrek's from 2dae...

haix. 2 daes. 5 daes more. shall i jus stop 2dae?
2dae's the 2nd dae of torture...cried in class again...
morning wuz super sucky...
it goes like dis: X sat bside my bag during reading period. den afta tt dismiss. X's newspaper wuz on my bag so i din pick my bag up. den X wnet off happily, wif X's paper on my bag. so i told X's gd fren Y tt tt wuz X's paper. but Y din care. so i picked up my bag leaving the paper bhind. den X came bac asking if tt wuz X's paper. Y saed yes n is i throw dere de. den Y sae i ap.
assembly. dey were passing down the msg of "later dismiss walk faster n quietly." den when it reached mi i added sumthing. so it bcame "later dismiss walk faster n quietly, esp X n gang."
den X n gang wuz super angry when dey heard the msg. dey were qning every1 hu saed tt. wat. dey r jus guilty of bein noisy lar. if dey r quiet it wun matter if sum1 sae tt rite? so dey found out is i add de. den Y wuz like "bu4 shuang3 jiang3 hor"... den sae i ap.
after sch...went to buy bubble tea wif a few ppl lar...den C wuz like, " you can b nominated as the bitchiest person lar"...fine.
yes yes...it's my fault...wateva lar...im nt in a good mood...probably wun b 4 quite sum time...so ppl, if i offend ne one of u, im sorriee yar?
p.s. thnx ade 4 the choc n note...

sian...

the whole dae wuz sian. super sian. yes, jus one word to describe, sian.
morning wuz sian.
lessons were sian.recess wuz sian.
another round of lessons even worse.
lunch...same word, sian.
lessons again, another sian.
3rd lang oso quite sian. onli like, 2x2 + 2x3 ppl went, so it's 10...
dere wuz this bunch of young ppl ard 20 plaein in the mrt when i wuz heading hm frm bishan...truth or dare lar...got catwalk, pole dancing, kung fu fighting, hopscotch...blah blah blah...hu eva tot tt 20+ yr old ppl cld b so childish?
ok. im goin to cultural pot on sat. hu ll i go wif? i dunno...probably go wif the class ba...but i dun wanna go wif andrea...i dun think she'll b able to shut up during the performances...

blue monday...

dis morning wuz okay...but no newspaper...
art...stoopid smurfy...put derrek at the bac den the screen so blur...c wat? ok lar...mayb is my fault...i shld haf asked wat he wuz doin...
mental note: mus rmb to bring 2B pencil on nxt art lesson... (eh...nxt lesson is bring painting materials hor...)
smurfy pronounced my name wrongly...how can neone pronounce a common name like stephanie wrongly? i actually din want to answer de...but everyone looking at mi...wa lau...
recess...yar the gals went crazee ovr the sight of ah gong again...den tt dumb liwen go pass my bks to sui pheng...sorriee arh sp...childish chowchow...
mdm yip din cum...hope she isnt sick...if she is, here's a get well soon wish k?den liang lao shi came...den music...i went to get my bks bac lar...had a few min chat wif kwok hua...he doesnt noe hu he's talking to lar...
music wuz so crazy...stoopid music proj...hafta watch 2 concerts...im oreadi performing on fri...1 concert gone. den mayb i'll b on stage 4 sumthing on sat. another concert gone. argh.
chinese wuz a bit...too acc lar...tt's all i can sae...
lunch...did i go down? oh yes i did...
maths...mr tan...pls lar...treat our bks as u wld treat ur wife can...bks r made of paper, which were once living things...shall nt tell u wat he did...it wuz veri guo4 fen4 lar...at least 4 mi...
english...i think dere's sumthing nt veri rite wif mr chin...either sumthing veri good happened ovr the weekends or sumthing realli bad happened...he wuz xtra cheerful...if it wuz a happy event den gd lar...if it wuznt he'll b hiding his feelings...
staed bac 4 chinese...poor ces n jas..sorriee 4 the inconvenience caused? haha...
i din tell mi mum tt i'l b staein bac...so i went hm straightawae afta cl...sorriee...
o ya...b4 the cl afta lesson (tt means after sch) i went to staff rm to find wang lao shi wif jas...den tlak to fu lao shi...den liang lao shi asked if i can perform sumthing on sat's cultural potpurri...it's solo i think...
wait...dun think i'll b singing or dancing alone...i'll b reciting a story lar...if i agree tt is...i dunno y she chose mi...farney...
but i think i wun b doin tt lar...cuz i told her i wuz frm dance...but i wun mind if i can b on stage on sat..whee...

sunday...or not?

woke up at 8+...to my parents numerous phone calls...no lar...i wuz oreadi up at 7+.....den i slp in...
woke my bro up...made breakfast...watch tv...
more calls...
stoopid rain...cause so much trouble...
started doing my stuff at noon...slack slack slack...
den lunch...
den sleep...
den wake up...
use comp...
go bathe...
den dinner...
den do work...
den cum online...
n im goin to do more work later...esp when im given another xtra 20+ qns to do...argh...

it's yet another saturday...

woke up at 10+...n my bro wuz oreadi up plaein neopets...he's havin an obsession wif neopets nowadaes...
had breakfast den started doin maths...7 qns took mi more dan an hour...tt's how useless i m when it cums to maths...i sark at it lar...14/25 when aaron got 18 n kay wee got full marks...
had lunch...nt a veri filling wan tho...den had the urge to go to the library...dunno y...so i told my mum den i went out wif my bro...
went to popular 1st...wanted to spend my $30 gv which i got frm the budding entrepreneur thingy...but ended up spending onli $10...cuz i dunno which bk to buy...gimme sum ideas ppl...is the da vinci code nice? so i bought my bro 2 bks, got myself a cdrw n correction tape refill...
den we went to library...borrowed 8 bks, 4 each lar...den bought sum food...den go home...den start reading...im currently reading a bk entitled boy2girl...damn gao3 xiao4 lar...it's abt a guy hu is given a challenge to spend 5 daes in sch as a girl...n he happens to do it veri well cuz he has long blond hair, is small sized, has a face tt looks like a girl, n has a set of girls uniform to wear to sch...it wuz given by 1 of the guys he gave him the challenge lar...but the prob is tt he has a flat chest...so on the 1st dae of sch, he met a gang of gals called the Bitches...n 1 of dem gave him a bra afta sch...so afta tt he plaed a gal realli well...until readers can practically 4get tt he's a guy...
ok...im goin to go finish the bk...tell u all more 2moro k?
meanwhile, check out my foto blog it's dere ----> under my profile...it's nt as interesting as kw's but it'll still do...byee

sch ending at 11...

sch ended at 11 2dae...poor jas had to stae in sch 4 the emcee thingy...
lessons were ok lar...had napfa during pe...sit n reach 36 onli...siao shar got 56...ipu i did until 18 den stop liao...dun wanna do liao...den jas did 20sumthing...sit ups were like, the eziest station? did 52 quite ezily...hahas...sbj...i suck at it lar...159...xinyu can do 190...n i heard pei wen can go 200...
maths...mr tan still in bad mood...we learnt using graphs 2 solve simultaneous eqns...i listen until halfwae den go slp liao...den when i woke up dere wuz work to do...ok lar...quite ez...
recess...dey haf been doing it 4 the second dae...treating mi like i dun exist...fine im evil k? even xy's doing tt to mi...argh...
lit...changed clothes lar...wuz the 1st to go bac to class den the guys were goin :derrek shuai4 arh!...haha...1st scene wuz siao...my jacket wuz zipped up to the top lor...so can cover the yellow tee inside...1 word to describe. HOT.
2nd scene wuz super stoopid...i wuz laughing all the wae instead of crying...but im back facing audience lar...
i din want to change bac...but i din wanna b xtra oso...so i change bac lar...
den had lunch wif the guys...stoopid cavin yeo. dey r my frens k? i'll b hanging ard wif gals if dey can provide mi the friendship the guys gimme...jas saed i wuz letting him down. pls lar...den walked out of sch wif dem...tt stoopid cavin yeo again. spray water at mi...using his nike bottle...n it's nt dose small small droplets of water tt i use to spray ppl k? the bottle wuz diagonally facing down...make my face + specs wet...luckily i had my pe shirt to wipe...heez...
reached hm at 12+...gave my bro a shock when i appeared bhind him...he wuz in morning session mah...so i hide bhind him when he came bac...den he suddenly turn ard n got such a big shock...hahas...i saed im evil...
watched a bit of tv...bout wkw lar...den slp. den wake up watch the Farewell to the People's President....nice...wkw's such a nice grandpa...but mine's not bad either...jus tt he din get the chance to show us the depth of his luv...argh...tears welling up...like during the 1 min of silence dis morn...

the rain

argh...stoopid rain made mi sick...*ah choo!*
jasmine's on strike *sniff* bcuz i sent her foto to letts...
din do much during pe...walked ard the sch lar...while the others were plaein...so weird wan 2dae pe...so little classes...
had the same thing 4 recess n lunch...*sniff*haha...4 pieces of vege + laksa guo tiao...even the uncle can recognise mi liao...
project work wuz so...i dunno how to sae...the lessons were ok lar...but sum1 made *sniff* mi cry...but i guess no 1 saw?
received *sniff* a surprise when i reached class afta pw...brightened up my dae despite the rain...heez...
did sum maths cuz nidda hand *sniff* in maths 1 by 2.30...den went off to 3rd lang...2dae took the raffles side...den aaron went up to the station, go in liao den went out upon knowing tt i wld nt b taking his side...siao person wasted 20 cents...*sniff*
so took the train wif ed n kt...den afta kt alighted at tb, i wuz alone...listen to discman n slp lor...
8 ppl turned up 4 3rd lang 2dae...den all is pair work*sniff*...got 2 raffles gals, 2 scgs gals, 1 tkgs gal, 1 cedar gal, 1 nh gal (me) n 1 cat high guy. so the 2 rg pair up, 2 scgs gals pair up, the tkgs n the cedar wan pair up (cuz dey were both malays) so i had*sniff* to pair up wif eugene. played sum rally thru *sniff* the tb n the alphabet dictation...the rally nt fun wan...but i like the alphabet dictation...heez...*sniff*
*sneeze x4*
*sniff x2*
argh...i hate bein sick...*sniff x3*
*sneeze*
sch ll function *sniff* to 11 am 2moro...sure is eat out 4 lunch de...hu wanna join mi? *sniff x2* ll b havin lit presentation 4 the last 1 hr...can dun change *sniff* bac to uniform anot? veri ma fa leh...*sniff*
hahas...jas ll b doin emcee 4 *sniff* speech dae 2moro...gd luck...
most of 2/1 ll b goin *sniff* 4 the cultural pot...olive n gang goin oso...yay...*sniff*
argh...*sniff* i seriously nid medicine to *sniff* control my illness...*sniff x3*
jansen helped mi *sniff*calculate my *sniff*avg marks 4 the tests...*sniff*...despit scoring quite well 4 geog n hist, i got 67.sumthing...b3...so poor rite...n *sniff* kay wee got 81...n he saes it's bad...he's crazy...*sniff x2*

untitled jus bcuz i carn think of wan

morning wuz ok lar...pia-ed my maths...den take foto...din turn out to b nice tho...
sec 4s din haf deir reading period thnx to MYE...2dae's a maths n cl...
stoopid li wen n jas saw kw during recess n screamed "ah gong!!!"...apparently kw ignored dem...haha...
lessons were ok...as usual mdm foo took about 1/3 of mr chin's lesson...crap lor...2dae's cl like acc like tt...
assembly...hot like siao...so xiasuay lar...go out of hall den whole class kena call bac...den last sec 2 class to leave hall...
afta sch spent sum time in the empty classrm nxt to 2/1...read sci...den stoopid dance sec 3 guy came in 4 dunno wat...din even wanna tell...i htink wh givin dem private tuition...heez...den we left...i went to studio take mi scissors...it has been in the dance toolbox since 13/4...i got xy's scissors bac too...her's has been dere longer dan mine...
oh ya...hafta gif cheri her reinforcement ring 2moro...i dunno wat she nids it 4...onli ask 4 1...

BORING...

sch wuz boring 2dae...or at least until lunch...
the large empty space at the parade sq dis morn looked a bit weird. too quiet liao...
lit wuz again, boring. mrs seng's lessons r owaes boring...we were supposed to present our skit but we din bring our stuff...luckily we were the last grp (izzit?) ok. den i attempted to slp. den mrs seng came ovr n aked if i wuz ok. of cuz i saed i m. den she asked mi if nething wuz wrong. i saed no, when i actually mean: yes. im missing sum1 like hell. she asked if i wuz tired. i saed a bit, when it wuz actually no. im jus missing tt sum1. den she asked mi to join my grp. i told her tt we finished everything but din bring our props. so she saed tt my grp ll b presenting nxt lesson. n left. ahh. finally.
cme...yaya...presented the scrapbk thingy. crap. where got scrapbk nid to present de. even tho my grp wuz the last, we were asked to present like, sumwhere in the middle? mr tan siao lar...ok. i told him i nidded the comp to present. so he went down to get laptop. den i asked him if dere wuz internet, buz my things were in blog form. den he wuz like, y din u tell mi earlier? den tried to use the wire tt's stuck in where it's supposed to b, i think is mrs siew de...been dere 4 quite sum time liao...but the wire cudnt work. so he asked mi to do oral presentation. so i wrote out the script. den present. den do reflection log. whole thing i do wan.
as a debrief 4 the proj, he talked abt date-rape drugs. frm my proj lar...den it's like, so siao. in mexico or places like tt, ppl dun use drd to rape u. dey dun nid tt. dey'll gif u the grugs, make u unconscious, den freeze u in ice. afta tt, dey'll cut u up n take ur organs. den dey'll leave u wif a fone to call the ambulance or wateva help u nid. n if u so luckily survived, u're probably goin to rely on machines to live 4 the rest of ur life. n the ppl hu caused u to b like dis ll jus b charged of THEFT. logically it's nt wrong lar. dey jus steal ur organs. BUT, it's human organs we're talking about here. n it's nt like, my hp got stolen n i'll haf to buy a new one. it's, my organs r stolen n i'll hafta rely on machines to live the rest of my life. HOW CAN THE POLICE JUS CHARGE THE PPL WIF THEFT????? it's nt exactly murder, but cum on, it's more serious dan theft...
recess. no mood lar...din eat much...
chemistry...as siao as usual...i dun like mr tan teaching. it's nt like i like mrs siew teaching lar...but mr tan's crap. n mrs siew thinks we're geniuses, bombarding us wif knowledge of university standard n nt touching on wat we r supposed to learn. stoopid. den mr tan wuz goin thru cations n anions...den ak us to draw...my mind wuz too filled wif other stuff to listen lar...den when he assigned work i dunno how to do...den he wuz like shouting at mi...wateva...i dun care newae...wrote a note 4 jas to help mi send to sum1...den jus as jas finished typing, kind mr tan took it awae...dun sae i din warn u mr tan...u'll get a shock if u read it...
near the end of chem, i broke out in tears. went to toilet. asked andr n ade to call jas ovr when dey left. jas came ovr veri fast. guess she oreadi expected wat's happening...so she wuz comforting mi...den we staed in the toilet 4 abt 5-10 min b4 goin bac to class cuz i din wanna go bac to class wif red eyes...
den went bac. ms ang asked if i wuz ok. felt like crying again. but i could jus nod n try to hide my feelings...geog wuz ok....i wuz counting down to lunch lar...
LUNCH!!! cheri snatched kw's chem bk frm him...den the gals were passing it ard n preventing kw frm getting it...evil ppl...i pity the bk...so crumpled in the end...
subjects afta lunch werent boring nemore. tho it wuz el n cl...tho mdm foo spent most of her time scolding us...the wonders a lunch break can do eh?
went 4 3rd lang afta sch while the rest of 2/1 went 4 napfa. jas n the other interview ppl din go lar...hope she'll take it wif mi 2moro...if nt i'll haf to take it wif olive n gang...actually oso quite gd lar...
less dan half of the class turned up 4 3rd lang...n frau ostlund onli came at 5+...gave us sum work to do...came across 2 real funni passages in the wb...whole class laugh until like hell...
den went to mrt station mif wq, xy, amanda n marcus. went into the marina bay train wif wq n xy den ran out. cuz of cum reasons tt u all can cum n ask mi if u all realli wanna noe...it's kinda bo liao lar...den xy tried to pull mi bac in...but i escaped...
so i took the je train bac hm...den went to jp to get ink cartridge...den went 4 my long john silver vege dinner...fries + salad...haha...goin on vege diet wif xy...
den came bac hm...tt's how u got dis super long entry...

holidae?

i've jus finished nat's blog. it's a blog 4 the cme proj lar. stoopid topic.
i spent almost the whole of 2dae doing the cme scrapbk. n i wuz slacking 4 the last 2 daes...haix...serves mi rite i carn finish my hw...i did my cl compo, preston n journal. i still haf ST article rev, maths by 2 ppl, my hist file n my cl file. darn. i'll neva b able to finish dem...
finally it's sch 2moro...after 3 daes...nt much of a holidae 4 mi tho...
sec 4s starting their pracs 2moro...jia you!!! gd luck to all sec 4s, esp the dance members n 409 ppl...heez im biased...
dere's supposed to b napfa 2moro but i carn go 4 it. 3rd lang. it owaes gets in the wae of other events. like dance. but im nt goin to quit. im nt goin to gif up a sub jus bcuz it clashes wif other things. jas is goin to take her napfa wif mi on wed i think. still hafta ask mr chin if i can take my test on wed. i'll go look 4 him in the morning since i most probably wun stay in the classrm 4 long...
DERE'S DANCE ON WED!!!!!or so i think...2 wks liao...cultural pot cuming...i dun wanna perform...but i think it'll b another memorable event like syf...mrs wong saed tt we may b performing 4 chingay nxt yr...how r the sec 4s goin to perform? cum bac n prac arh? jc liao ll b bz wan leh...nevatheless, it'll b another memorable event...
talking bout dance...wx ask mi dun b s enthu...cuz "when u leave the sch ppl wun look at how gd u dance...ppl ll look at how mani As u scored..."haix...jus when i bcame enthu abt dance...
wat's wrong wif mi bein enthu? i rmb sum1 asked mi during the dance meeting afta sports dae: "stephanie ni3 ji3 shi2 bian4 cheng2 zhe4 me4 enthu de?" argh. my reply wuz: "y? enthu you3 cuo4 arh?"
haha...so long 4 2dae...

1 may labour dae

it's the death anniversary of my grandpa (my mum's dad) todae...1 min of silence...ok...hey i realli observed the minute k...
woke up at 10+ cuz wx's cuming in the aftann...im lazy u c...
ate breakfast den started on my cme thing. it's still nt done...i think i left my glue at xy's hse...argh...
had lunch...den wx came at 2...poor him had to go work even on labour dae...sunday sumore...
eveil wx gave mi hw...tt means my time ll b fully packed 2moro...hw, hw and more hw. i din even bring my hist and cl file bac. im dead.
let's c...my list of hw:
maths sp5d
finish up cme proj
journal free topic
ST article rev
CL compo on death

i hope dere's nthn else...i dun wanna spend my whole dae 2moro doin hw...