Thursday, April 20, 2006

bye

it's been more than 1 week since his departure, n i think we're coping rather well. yiling's still called mrs koh, ms sathi saed we shldnt forget him so thus.
the dae we were brought the the auditorium, i had a collage of emotions in my mind. it's jus undescribable. i felt a bit angry, cuz the ppl hu knew on sat din tell mi. den i felt sad for his lost, n happi tt he's finally freed of suffering. ms wassan saed he's happi where he is, so dere's no nid to feel sad. but dun we all get sad over the lost of a person no matter how bad his life wuz previously?
i told mrs ng im giving myself one month to accept everything. i see i can achieve that very soon, before the one month ends.
talking to mr foo realli helps. yes, he's the principal, but how does that stop anyone from telling him their troubles? principal's jus a rank, jus like student is. in fact, i think mr foo may be more affected than the event than any one of us. ok, mayb not as much as kwala.
considering kwala has been close frens wif him since sec 1, it's obvious that he'll b realli devastated. i carn blieve he onli knew on mon as well.
it's too late to regret wat i havent done wif him, so the onli thing we can all do is to treasure wat we haf currently. refer to previous post.
it's funni how after wishing upon the 1st star i c everydae that he'll cum bac to sch, haf our mye wif us, take our os together and live life till the very end, the very end came on april 8. yes, i still haf his mye encouragement card wif mi. having it wif mi kinda encourages mi too.
amber was rather affected too. they sae it triggered stuff, therefore she did the things she'd done. but it's all over, everything ll b bac to normal once she sumhow recollects the past...