Sunday, July 23, 2006

trashing

trashing session ytd...supposed to meet at 9 budden we started at ard 9.30 instead cuz alot of latecomers. like, i arrived at 9.51 n wuz the 1st one. den sam had to repeat his early bird specials mr brown style 5 times. lol.
so we gave comments bout each other. sorta had a prob when it came to constance. like, i jus kept bombarding her wif mean stuff, making her cry n get angry at me. im sorriee): yea i did apologise later.
den when it came to me dey saed i nidda b more tactful. like, mind my words n tone. yepyep. den xj saed i overrate myself. takesnote!(: n mito had to bring tt up again. lol. den zhongyi wuz opposing dem saeing i dun hafta change if i dont want to. but i do want to. i dont want to stay dis wae, being "too insensitive, too harsh n too hurtful, end of story." yar. i want to work wif people. work well, nt jus work.
guys (n gals), i'll try my best to change, but promise u'll help mi along the wae yar?((:

Thursday, July 20, 2006

henna!!(:

i henna-ed my hand!! left hand, cuz im right handed. n im facinated by how henna sounds so much like hannah. haa(:
racial harmony week, so is s'pore only supposed to have racial harmony throughout this whole week n discriminate each other after that? i don't know if i used tt word right. im currently half awake frm my sore-throat-cum-statistical-poster sleep. im having a sore throat, since monday, n last night i wuz working on the stats poster till 2.34 am.den woke up at 5.30 for school. arghhh. hectic.
okays. bac to racial harmony.
schools "enlighten" us on racial harmony every year, with the canteen selling food frm other races n assembly inviting performers frm dance troops. we had an asia-sumthing dance troop 2dae, rather nice lah. the chinese guy wuz funni. like, graceful n serious. n the chinese girl's called grace!! the emcee wuz inroducing the dancers n the mike wuz having sum problem. sound wuz cut off when the chinese guy wuz introduced but we heard " and grace!!!" so tt's the chinese girl's name.
dey performed a dance for each ethnic grp, like, malays performed malay dance, chinese performed chinese dance n indian performed indian dance. den dey had a fusion dance where dey performed altogether.
then came the climax. dey invited ppl up. nick tan, kahswee, alfred, den dunno hu requested for mr see. so he went up too. lols. 4 non-dance guys dancing. n the indian girl saed nick wuz good. well, mr see's nt bad too!!(:
handed in my stats poster to mrs wong. mr (ed) ng saed the poster wuz too flimsy. wat to do? popular saed a1 too big, dey dun sell board of tt size. erm, nt popular sae. is one of popular's staff. n mr ng still asked mi go popular buy. lol.
then came back, had late lunch, n slept. throuh 3rd lang e-learning. i shall send an entschuldigungsbrief to herr neiser later, like, tut mir leid, ich bin krank. schlafen mir vor 3+ pm bis 7+pm, deshalb haben mir unterrichtaufhaben gemachen nicht.
yes jojo, ich liebe dich. n alyssa, i luv u!!!((:

Monday, July 17, 2006

ruth's bdae

happy brithday to you, happy birthday to you, happy birthday to ruthIE, happy birthday to you!!!(:

okay. enuf of happy stuff.

singaporeans are super selfish.
i was carrying an armload of empty bottles, milo and activade packets at the national stadium after NE show. like, not really carrying. more of TRYING to balance. i walked past dunno how mani guys in camouflage uniform and almost all of dem stared at me. but none of them bothered to help. i actually wanted to get to the dustbin, for i wuz helping to cleanup, budden decided to throw everything into the nearest cardboard box i could see since the stuff were dropping soon n frm wat i c, nobody will try to help. not even try. dey'll just stand dere n bo chup.
so tt wuz wat i did. at the nearest carton, i just let go of my hands n allow the stuff to drop. less than 50% of the things went into the box, but i din care. y shld i when even our ns guys don't care? i thought ns wuz supposed to knock some sense into our singaporean guys?

p.s.the box i dumped stuff into wuznt even empty. had boxes of kfc, dont know whether full or not. if the box belongs to any of u ns guys, im sorry i threw rubbish into ur box of food. but ur comrades din care, so y shld i?

amber realised the same thing too. she lost her handbag at the arcade. left it behind after playing. den sum adidas shirt guy came to took it away. when she went back to the arcade 5 mins later n asked ard if anyone saw her handbag, everyone saed no. come on la people, wat good does feigning ignorance do to u? or did u guys all help to steal the bag? we've all been taught in pri sch civics n moral ed., that zhu4 ren2 wei2 kuai4 le4 zhi1 ben3. helping people makes one happi. n u guys just feign ignorance when a secondary school girl lost her precious handbag containing her wallet, credit card, ic, phone, loads of membership cards and makeup. i think they add up to a few hundred lahh. anw, the value of the stuff's nt the pt.

the pt is, where have the morals of singaporeans gone to? spat into the singapore river by the merlion?

Sunday, July 16, 2006

chapter 6

yes people, chapter six is finally out. after like, 21 days? okayys. enjoy!!(:

chapter 6

lisa didnt talk to michelle anymore. not even a word. she was nice and talkative to everyone else, but michelle. even to the person sitting beside michelle, emily. yes, picture lisa talking to and laughing with emily and michelle shutting up because she knew lisa would flare if she spoke.
a new teacher came, miss eu. she was nice and friendly to everyone, kinda motherly. she had everyone fill in an "about me" form, and michelle was unsure whether or not to write down her problem with lisa under the "things you want me to take note of" column. eventually, she decided to leave the column blank. she didnt know if she could trust miss eu, however nice she seemed. she could be a wolf under a sheep's skin, michelle thought.
michelle kept up the habit of walking back after school with dave and tam. and everytime, almost, she'll stand in the middle. she didn't want to, but it just came naturally. she didn't want to hurt anyone but herself. it didn't matter if she ended up with bleeding open wounds, as long as the others are not hurt.
school organised a leadership camp and participants had to be recommended by teachers. there was this girl, pat, in michelle's class who she's super jealous of. pretty, popular, and clever. everything every girl wanted. but michelle was more jealous of her than anyone else. you see, michelle wanted to go to the camp, hoping to improve herself n her relationships with others. she was not chosen. guess who was? yes. that girl. michelle couldnt understand. why was pat chosen? does every leader have to be pretty, popular and clever?
it turned out that dave was chosen for the camp too. and tam as well. the more jealous michelle was of pat.
michelle couldnt stop herself from sms-ing dave. even during the camp. they had a chat and dave told michelle he'll be watching stars with tam at night. dammit, michelle thought.
things werent going on very well in school. michelle was so distracted she couldnt even get the simplest maths. it was like hell. she wanted to leave school, she wanted to leave everything. and hopefully dave would notice why. she realli liked him. but didnt want to hurt him nor tam.
readers: tag and say what u think michelle would do to get dave. or do u think she'll give him up?

Tuesday, July 11, 2006

syf n ndp fam day performance

syf performance on 1st july!!! yes i noe it's ovr for like, 10 days?? haas. time to blog bout it yarr.

wasnt in a very gd mood tt day. so ppl seemed to keep pissing me off. like, when we reached stadium i saw j.lo burdened wif 10-odd flags, so i offered to carry sum, like, " i take some arr?" den he din reply. den i repeated. he din reply again. so i jus took the flags. den we sorta screamed "WHAT??" den i oso kinda yelled bac, " can u listen?" n he gave me tt stupid face n saed "no." so i threw the flags bac at him.
then while we were waiting for dunno wat cheri decided to come ovr n ask mi bout my skirt. the costume skirt. the blue n yellow cheerleader one.

flashback: one day, while my phone's sim card wuz still rejected, which wuz 1st few days of sch reopening, i went to sch as usual. then halfway thru the 1st few periods, jeslyn n cheri came to get me down to studio, say wat nidda get costumes. den we went down n saw mrs tan, hu fell down frm the stairs n sprained her ankle. she's still nt bac now. well, tt's nt the pt. the pt is, so i went bac to studio, where jeslyn n cheri saed dey reserved a set of costumes for me. n to my horror(or not), they were all of size 14. HUGE. den sumhow mrs raja managed to get a set of size 8, which fits me. yep yep. c the difference btwn 8 n 14. okay. BUT. when i tried the costumes on, the skirt wuz faulty. like, it wuz dose kinda skirt which had shorts sewn inside. n the skirt din match the shorts. like, if u wear the skirt the right way, then the shorts ll b slanted n u carn walk properly. n if u wear the shorts correctly, the patterns on the skirt ll b wrong. so i rejected it la, of cuz. den den got a size 10 skirt for me, which is 2 inches bigger. i had to take it la, if nt, SIZE 14!!! gahhh. evil ppl hu saed they reserved costume of me. ohwells, nt to blame. mayb dey din noe the meaning of the word. back to the story. the skirt, being 2 inches wider, had to b folded at least twice to fit me. i din want it to b too short, so i just folded twice. n i had to wear it low so it wun look very different frm the others'.

back to post:
so cheri asked me why my skirt so short. den i bu-shuang-ly told the above story to her. like, it wuznt her fault tt i dun haf a proper set of costume (it wuz jesyn hu reserved the costume), but i wuz still pissed. cuz i dun haf a proper set of costumes n she wuz sorta rubbing it in. den we kinda quarrelled. den sumhow alot ppl bushuang me. gahhhh. watever. it's over.
spent alot of time sleeping n singing songs while waiting for rehearsal. mood wuznt tt bad then.(:
the band frm msia wuz nice. like, pink panther!!! n thailand's wuz the featherduster band. cuz dey had white featherduster-like thingy on deir hats. lol. the msia band major had a piano key pattern on his vest. haas.
opening wuz fine. dumb me did a part wrong. again. i did tt step wrong like, more than 50% for the past pracs. gahhhh. n nicholas plucked off my shoe!!!! when i came down frm chunkiat n eugene's palms, he wuz supposed to make sure i land safely n tried clasping on to my legs i guess, but ended up removing my shoe. so i did the rest of the performance wif my left foot half into the shoe cuz i cudnt wear it bac.
finale. zhipeng n i were like betting on hu ll win the best band n band major. tk got best band, deyi got the band major. n bowen, which i realli looked up to, din win anything. at all. so disappointing. okay, performance.stuff before the pulling of cloth wuz good, everyone wuz high. den when it came for time to pull the cloth i almost cudnt find the wooden rod in time. the cloth's attached to it, so when u pull the rod while running, the cloth unfolds. yep. but i still got it in time la. like just. den the cloth got stuck round a beatty girl's aircon pipe. but she helped mi take it off! niceness(:
seriously. zhiyang n theresa arent that heavenly. zhipeng's crazy over theresa. n loads of girls frm the core grp r crazy over zhiyang. n a nice person got theresa to sign on one of the pieces of cloth. gosh. it wuz silver paint marker lor...on yellow cloth. dont know which one. saw it while i wuz folding the cloth wif shiping. erm. no offence, i think zhiyang's fat. i saw him frm like, diagonal view. n hannbin thinks theresa has a big nose. but theresa's clothes were nice that day. white tube white pants, din notice shoes.
had kfc for dinner. 4 nuggets, shrooms burger w/o shrooms n sauce. for a vegetarian me. gawk.

NDP Family Day, 8th july
gave tickets to godmum. dunno hu went wif her.
reached sch early for dasam's leadership wkshp. did the personality test. rather, special. havent got results yet.
andrea gave me lunch frm excel fest. ateate. n had milo!!! omg im still addicted on milo. since a few weeks ago. den changed into costume. ugly n itchy n big red sequinned shirt wif white sleeves n white 3/4 pants wif 2 red stripes at each side. wristbands wif 2 vertical red sequinned striped, red sequinned visor n king's lady black shoe. dey hurt. my toes n my ankles. zhiyong lost one wristband, au had only one wristband n ziang din get shoes. not enough n sizes werent right.
locked our bags in bb room. i labelled my shoe box wif Stephanie(: so no one ll get the wrong box. but in the end someone still took cheri's by mistake tho she labelled hers too.
slept in the bus to indoor stadium. slacked in the puny place for a couple of hrs while core grp had rehearsal. yes. i think indoor stadium's small.
then we had another kfc dinner. whipped potato, a piece of chicken, n o.r. fillet burger w/o veg n sauce. again, for me the vegetarian. the AI told me to eat the whipped potato n go bac to him for more. i din la. i gave the chicken to weicong n ate the whipped potato n the burger. actually wanted to nt eat the chicken in the burger too, but still ate it in the end. den had tie guan yin n enervate. the isotonic drink of 70% coconut juice. it's nice. get it from supermarkets at $2+ for 3. when i can get endless supply for free. hahaas.
i had to get weicong, a guy, to bring me to the girl's toilet cuz i cudnt really c w/o specs on. lol.
den wuz makeup. by ppl frm cosmoprof. dese ppl r realli pros i tell u. i think hte total time taken for my makeup wuz like, less than half the time we do it in sch. n it wuz more than twice as nice. my dad cudnt recognise me frm fotos. gosh. my dad.
the performance wuz okay lahhs. like, i wuz at the corner n the camera wuz right above me, taking other ppl. nice. godmum saed she saw me. frm like, 4 or 5 rows above the choir. i think she's great. can c me frm so far when my own dad cant even recognise me from foto.
chiong-ed to the field after performance. for finale.the army ppl were saying thru the loudspeaker, " you have 3 minutes to get out of this place. we will be closing off the area for fireworks." jerry saed cuz the debris frm the fireworks ll burn us. lol.
finale wuz nice. we (tappers) spread ourselves among the mani mani ppl n waved our hands to the beats of the songs played. typical national day songs like, count on me singapore, home, we will get there...n dere wuz absolutely everybody! it wuz in syf too.
somebody wuz at the grandstand teaching us the steps to the music. like, the mystery voice. always can hear the person but cannot see.
the costume totally cannot absorb pespiration la. can suck in, but cannot evaporate. when i put my hands on my back it became wet. like i cud squeeze water out of my shirt.
dey gave out wristbands in the bus. hangten white ones that saed hangten [insert footprint], NDP 2006. sum other buses got red ones!!! n i got 5 bands. i wuz like, got xtra, i want!!! den dey gave me. ahaa. i gave one to my bro, one to an indonesian n 2 for myself. i gave one to nicholas too i think. n motivators had the bands of all sorts of colours. red, white, blue, orange, green...
i want to be a motivator the nxt time i participate in ndp. den can make balloons n gave presents n save some 4 myself!(:
this sat's NE show for p5 kids students. dere'll be funpacks. i hope we get them too!(: