long day...

alarm clock rang at 7.30...but i slept till 8.05...den had breakfast...den continued my cme thing...do do do...until 11 o'clock my mum ask mi go wash shoes...pls lor...i havent finish my things den im leaving hm at 12 nn...but i still washed my shoes newae...2 pairs...used 1/2 n hour...den went bac to my cme. do until 11.45 den lunch. luckily i finish liao.
left hse at 12.17...walked the wrong route...i shld b taking the to-the-bus route but i took the to-the-mrt route...too used to taking mrt liao...nvm tho...both at bl interchange...jus tt the to-the-bus route ll take mi straight to the 198 bus stand while the to-the-mrt route ll take mi 2 the mrt tation...
bus arrived when i arrived. yay...it wuz 1.20 when i reached the bus stop where i wuz supposed to meet jw go to xy's hse...i tot i'll b late...so i waited.n waited.n waited. jw finally arrived at 1.37. late by 7 min...den xy n jose came at 1.40sumthing...argh...all the latecomers...nt xy's fault lar...she had to meet jose b4 cuming to meet mi n jw...
so we walked to xy's hse. jose's attitude copier din work so i onli got half the pics i told her to copy. argh. nvm...the impt wans were dere...
so we used xy's scanner to scan...but carn print cuz got no colour ink...so had to send the pics to my email account...im supposed to do it at hm...
did sum touching up den cut n paste stuff...den bind the bk...n we took 6+ hrs. wow.tt means i staed dere until 8.30sumthing...poor xy had to take late dinner...sorriee...
walked wif jw bac to bus stop. cuz xy had to take her dinner. she wuz goin out later.cso we walked half based on wat xy told us n half based on flashback of wat happened in the afternn...cuz we met wif sum very interesting events on the wae...den we went to confectionery to get bread (dinner)...den ate while walking...
reached bus stop...veri dark...nt mani buses...but 198 came soon enuf...
we sat down n started chatting...den we saw dis guy hu looked super like mr tan...side view of face...but he wuz larger in size than mr tan...heez
talked bout derrek...n zw LOCO-ing...haha...den jw alighted. den i started listening to my discman. den slp.den reach liao. alighted. walked hm.
reached hm at 9.30sumthing...no 1 at hm...luckily got lights...
rest of family came bac abt 15 min later. bought food. so i took sum. den bathed. den looked thru the usual blogs. nice fotos kw...the one of sean's the bez...cuz of the camera...heez...so im blogging rite now.
it's 10.59 now. i shall go off. byee ppl...nitez...

time

yay...hear tonghua on my blog? haha...
mr tan wuz in a veri bad mood 2dae...smthn must haf happened btwn him n "mrs tan"...heez...he shouted at sum sec 1s in the parade sq during reading period lor...kow...dis shows tt he doesnt respect them lor...ask the 2 or 3 of dem to stand up den start scolding dem in front of 1600 ppl excluding tchers n other non teaching staff...mr foo shld do smthn bout dis. change my maths tcher.
went to do sit ups n inclined pull ups during pe. 45 sit ups/min.a. 24 ipu/30sec.a. 13 35 for 2.4 wuz A lor...hard to believe...i guess mr chin's rite. 2/1 has no prob in napfa.
saw wan ting looking at the basketball court wif sum frens during lunch. she wuz like "wat u wanna do?" when i approached her. haha. she tot i wuz goin to scare her lar...cuz tt wuz wat i did during her syf dae...heez...
ds had celebration lunch afta sch 2dae. poor xy. carn eat. but she still came n ended up being the "maid". gif out plate + fork + spoon...refill drinks...get pudding...n most of all, pull ppl's hair. haha...
chatted wif him afta eating...den sum veri kind ppl were taking fotos...pls lar...grow up cann?
left at abt 3.30...derrek walked wif zw den went to central while zw went to take bus...
afta tt went to jp...dey were doin sum kinda filming dere...so mani pl crowd ard...pls lar...it's onli filming...saw jeanette n joanna...saw ccy n chrystal...cy looks diff wif long spiked hair. yes, ccy's a sec 2 guy. he looks cool-er like tt lar...his attitude oso change alot liao. i still rmb we were like arch enemies when we sat bside each other in p6 lor...everytime get hit by him...but afta we grad it's like, we bcame quite gd frens...he pulled my bag n saed bye when he left...den the tone wuz dose friendly kind. wow. time does change things 4 the betta...

funni dae...

wet weather program activated dis morn. sian.
yar. brought 16 empty cans 2 sch...ppl in the mrt were staring at mi...argh...im helping the sch break a guinness world record k...
pe...2.4...ran wif ade...sumwhere at the end i tot of sumthing den sprinted n thus abandoned ade...sorriee arh...reached sch...started walking...den kw ask mi dun walk...den i sprint again...13 35...slow lor...to mi lar...but dad saed it's gd...hermx...wonder wat grade 13 35 is...
geog test is a killer. i wun b surprised if i fail.
maths test. mr tan saed im careless. but havent get bac paper yet. wx prepare urself...
after sch ade went to test her structure...the guys went to c...so derrek went along...weicong wuz like telling mi "once they put the crusher board our structure sure break wan..." his grp wuz b4 ade's lar...nt as bad as he tot in the end...i think got more than 10 kg...the breaking scene is so scary...
den ade's grp. once the crusher board wuz put on the structure, sum of the wood bent. omg. den put little by little. den break. 6.5 kg. n i tot it'll betta dan wc's grp.
walked to mrt station wif the guys...at the 1st traffic light dunno wat came ovr mi tt made mi turn my head...saw the blue green car. yes...
3rd lang. derniese finally came. bad news. german MYE on 17/5. argh. dere wuz a broom on the back door lor...supported by nails...frau ostlund saed it wuz done by ri guys hu were too free during lessons...dey saed it wuz magic tt the broom could stae dere...heez...break. mi n derniese went to c the broom. took it down easily but it wuz realli hard to put it bac up. no wonder the guys saed it wuz magic. went to canteen afta tt...zena n derniese got into a "fight". derniese ended up wif scratch markd on her arms. poor derniese.
went bac to class. went thru qns. den when it wuz aston's (i dunno if it's spelt like tt) turn, he wuz asleep. so frau ostlund had to shout "aston! steht auf!(wake up!)" 4 dunno how mani times...using a humourous tone lar...den the guy bside him shaked him so hard...but he din wake up...more shouting, more shaking n more laughing by us. omg. den he finally woke up. still half asleep actually...den another guy had to answer his qn 4 him...wuz laughing on-stop cann...
end of lesson. frau ostlund collected 20 cents frm us 4 the wshts. den i realised i dun haf my wallet wif mi. mus haf left it on the canteen table during break. told derniese. den we went to GO to ask. dun haf. went to canteen. asked a parent. dun haf. asked canteen vendor. dun haf. had to ask olive, xue yao n wei qing to wait 4 mi sumore.den went bac to class. searched my bag again. stoopid. it wuz rite at the bottom. derniese attempted to strangle mi. half succeeded. haha. den olive wuz so ji1 dong4 when i told her...sae mus treat the 3 of dem...haha...in the end i din lar...i helped olive take her bottle...still owe xy n wq smthn lar...
so tong hua is sung by guang liang...2dae den noe...ok im slow...

3 daes...

sorriee 4 nt updating 4 quite a while...wuz bz wif sum proj, which is still in progress now...
mondae: went to jamiyah home. "wolf in sheep skin" might nt b the correct phrase to express wat i realli mean. sorriee jas. sorriee cheri.
tuesdae: bad news broke out in the morning. argh. dunno hu ll eva do such a thing...
2dae: morning announcement wuz so frightening. i wuz doin my you4 miao2 survey n nt listening. den i heard "stephanie yeo of 2/1". omg. den asked ard 4 info. so i had to c ms chan @ the flagpole 4 dunno wat. den i went. she saed tt i'll nt b sitting wif 2/1 4 assembly. got prize giving 4 the dunno wat invention thingy. oh please. tt idea wuz so unoriginal cann? Not like it wuz copied lar, but it's so i-dunno-how-to-express...it's a board game on racial harmony...
bio test. sure fail. I din study n i din take the initiative to. i went to take the test wif ade during recess when i can take the time of recess n lessons to study den take my test during bio. argh. dunno wat came ovr mi.nvm...wat's done cannot b undone...so i did maths while the others were doin their test.
assembly. went to c ms chan. sat at the side of the hall. enjoyed the performances by our harp ensem and the 1/6 er hu guy. he wuz sooo pro...solo sia...den the prize giving...evil olive..."careful dun fall down while goin up the stairs hor"...made xy laugh...long long time neva c her laugh liao...den take prize...mrs lim wuz saein " bow to mi den bow to the audience...that's rite..." haha...i wuz realli laughing on stage lor...den went to corridor outside hall. ms chan saed tt mi n xy's idea ll b incorporated into 2 2/9 guy's ideas of The Great Singapore Race...wow. sound like The Great Singapore Sale sia...we ll start afta cultural pot. i carn believe we were given $500 jus to develop a board game...the prize wuz $30 popular voucher...ly saed it wuz ang pow bcuz the evvelope or wateva u call it wuz completely red...
took family foto afta sch...din turn out to b veri nice tho...a lot of absentees...andrea, zhi hao, letts, jas (she came afta we finished taking the foto)...i think haf sumore...i 4get liao...
afta tt kw went 4 napfa...den i staed in class to do maths...do until i gif up...sp5c last 2 qn i din do...sp5d i jus did the 1st qn...
derrek spent quite sum time chatting wif the other guys...dey were lame lar...push kt to the floor den started "hitting" him...make his shorts dirty...den dey were plaein wif the metal rod...trying to knock down chairs...mh wuz writin his "program" on the board...
left sch at 4+...took mrt wif kw...met sum of his frens along the wae...but i din stop. i jus continued walking...he saed he saw ah toot...o well...i din...jus hope tt he wuz sae nething on fri's celebration...cuz it's realli nthn...
reached hm at 5+...did a bit of the cme proj...stoopid topic...drug abuse...so simple thing oso do proj 4 wat...
2moro got geog test. i havent studied...wait till ms ang reads my blog...haha...

sunday...the 1st half...

woke up at 7.30 cuz im supposed to c olive's bro on tv...she told mi it wuz 9am...but the show wasnt on at 9...or at least when i switched on my tv at 9 lar...
so i did my maths...den as usual, wx came at 9.30 sharp...he's owaes tt on-the-dot...
he corrected the things tt he told mi last wk...cuz 1 particular formula wuz wrong...so we spent 2 hrs looking thru chp 3...2dae he wuz real gao3 xiao4 lor...half the time he wuz joking...haha...
we touched on the changing of subject thingy...quite ok now lar...den he assigned sum work 4 mi to do...told mi nt 2 chat on msn 2dae...cuz it's bad...so im goin to b a gd gal n nt sign in on msn...i think i wun b appearing on msn too often in the future...cuz everytime i go online he sure dere wan...
wx left his stuff here lor...den i went to deliver it to him...he saed he neva knew i wuz so short...wa lau...i arent called derrick 4 nthn rite guys? haha...inside joke of the "guys" in 2/1...den when cum bac i climb the stairs up...8 storeys...haha... morning exercise eh? actually nt...it's past 12 liao...

argh...i wun b in msn 2nite...hafta listen to wx...ll miss u...send mi ur blog song html the nxt time we meet online can? c u on mon...if possible...

saturdae...again

shana saed my posts r long. i think so too. so i shall nt sae too much eh?
2dae...wanted to wake up early to do hw but ended up waking up at 11. haix...den 12+ went out go tp 4 lunch n visit relative...afta tt go taka...met my dad dere...den we went haagen dazs...i had raspberry sorbet...den go wisma atria shopping...saw a pretty nice top...but my mum din wanna buy 4 mi...nvm...i haf enuf tops newae...wat i nid r jeans...i onli haf 1 pathetic pair tt's too big 4 mi...yar...den came bac...started doin maths...finished 2 qn den my dad ask if i wanna use the comp...of cuz i saed yes...so dere...a short post 2dae....

argh...my dad's scolding my bro now...cuz he ate his dinner since 7 and havent finish now? he started 1st lor...i was bathing while he ate...den i came out...microwaved my food den started to eat...after i finished my dad started...den now my dad finish his food 4 abt 15 min liao my bro still eating...he pro lar...eat dinner can eat so long wan...
2dae morning wanted to reach sch aeap so can spend more time in classrm...budden andr came ovr halfwae...so yar...walking speed decreased...den reached sch @ 6.57...1 min earlier dan ytd...i din go up to class lar...bag wuznt heavy...spent sum effort persuading him to go 4 his el lesson...
den went up wif ade 2 get excuse letter...but the bee wuznt dere...ade told mi a story bout a certain car and a certain 2 ppl...haha...SCG 5278K yar? den afta 5 min went up wif liwen to find the bee again...got my letter...yay...den liwen n i went to examine tt car...merc sia...
1st period pe...went to run 2km...12min 44 sec...i took 2 min 38 sec 4 the last 400m lor...wa lau...afta the run i wuz feeling sick...argh...den went to toilet and locked myself in 4 10 min...afta i went out i wuz still sweating like hell lor...
maths...argh...i owe mr tan alot of maths correction...but i did most of dem lar...havent done the latest maths wsht and sp 5a 5b...doin it later...sorriee mr tan...sorriee zh (blue maths rep)...
recess...the crazee family members saw deir ah gong lar...den went to talk...haha...we were still in the canteen @ 10.10...so dey got to c him lar...haha poor kw...kena called ah gong 4 the whole dae...
left class @ 1pm 4 you4 miao2...skipped calligraphy lar...wa lau...the supporters mr hsiao got were strangers to use lor...4 or 5 students sec 1s wif 1 tt talk like a running tap...non-stop wan...den is talk dose kinda bo liao topic...neva bother 2 rmb lar...den the bus or wateva u call it (it onli carried 10 ppl excluding the driver) wuz damn stuffy lor...den the air con on like neva on like tt...jas n i got car sick...den the gals kept talking...pls lor...it's we the presenters tt shld b talking and dem to shut up lor...all 4 of us were totally silent thruout the journey...unti joanna and jas lynn (dere's another jas khew) tot tt the driver wuz goin to abduct us cuz the route he wuz taking wuz super long and weird...haha...den felt nauseous...thnx to the stuffy condition and the bumpy road lar...when we reached hci jas lynn wuz like, totally wet? the inside of the "bus" wuz realli veri hot lor...siao driver din even noe how to differenciate btwn hcjc n hci...go fly kite lar...
finally alighted frm the "bus"...FREEDOM!!! haha...realli lor...the journey to hci wuz a total torture...walked round hci looking 4 lt 2...den mr hsiao had the rite sense to ask 4 directions...haha...so went to the lt...the supporterd were still talking...dunno wat so nice to talk bout...asked dem to shut up lar...den jas wuz like: "steph, calm down, calm down..." the sec 1s shld seriously show sum respect 4 us...den afta tt supporters n presenters separate seats lar...yay...
presentation time...1st grp 1st speaker...tt's mi...as usual...wif script, spoke like a machine gun...den went bac to seats...during dunman's presentation, the comp decided to go on strike...so it failed to work n caused everyone a fair bit of inconvenience...haha...smsed while listening to the presentations...den break...den more presentations...nanyang's wuz "sooo gd" cann...5 slides onli...got 1 member wuz frm nyds lar...she wuz wearing the jacket...nice lor...pink colour wan...den the nanyang logo in front wuz oso pink...the bac design wuz "nanyang" and "wu3"...oso pink...but veri nice lor...
did survey form den took grp foto den dismiss...took 154 wif joanna...din sit 2gether...den reach jp den bought dinner 4 myself n my bro...nt enuf money to get my dad his...
came bac...bathed...ate dinner...witessed my bro getting scolded while blogging...

2dae...

morning...reached sch at 6.58...mum banned mi frm leaving hm b4 6.10...yar. jus went up the stairs of the back gate den saw sum1 at the 4th floor dere looking down...so asked him to go to his 7 am el lesson...actually wanted to go straight to parade sq. de...but den i figured out tt my bag wuz very heavy...so i went up to lighten my load...go to 2nd floor...he wuz dere...tt wuz 6.59...so "ordered" him to go to the hall...haha...so i went to class lar...dere wuz sumthing i prefer nt to disclose on the whiteboard...i suspect is the job of 2 ppl...so emptied my bag of all 3rd lang stuff...den cheri came wif a rather huge stack of bks...ok...mayb nt tt huge. geog tb n wb +file+smthn else i 4got wat...haha...she oso figured out tt her bag wuz too heavy...
so went down...go staff rm to request 4 my excuse letter...the bee ask mi to go find her at recess to get it...she's ill...no voice...so i went down to parade sq.veri long neva go to parade sq seeing less dan half of the "population" of nh...haha...so went to find wanting...co got silver...i told her ytd tt if dey neva get gwh she's nt supposed to cum bac...evil mi...but she din listen lar...so i went bac to 2/1...ade gave mi fruit tella...nottie mi eat sweet in the morning...den rmbed my you4 miao2 stuff...had to tell jas tt her part is changed...so told her...den went bac to my place again...kw came down liao...den talk 4 a while den saw the others oreadi in front...packed my stuff at light speed and went to the front...wa lau i stand front row sumore...afta the marvellous singing of national anthem and sch song and saein of pledge, mrs/mdm chong went to announce the you4 miao2 thingy...ask the sch to wish us luck 4 2moro's presentation...they clapped...we bowed...den went bac to class...den announcement...announced tt co got silver...den co started cheering at the amphitheaternt veri clear arh...ds wan betta...den zw din go...he wuz bside shar hu wuz bside mi...started crying...zw...silver is gd liao lor...70+ marks...A2 yar? ok lar...i can understand...i'll cry if ds gets silver as well...
afta flag raising wuz pe...my pe shirt wuz upstairs so i had to go up to geddit...argh...4 levels of stair up, walk to classrm, grabbed pe shirt off my table, den 4 levels of stairs down...tt's warm up 4 pe i guess...4/9 wuz taking deir 2.4 napfa...liwen n i went to walk 2 rounds round the sch...400m route...den afta tt went to gym rm...did the treadmill 4 a while den liying sae wanna play (izzit liying?)so i switched to sbj...my sbj sux lor...yar...den pe end...kw wuz complaining bout his 2.4 timing...wa lau...dun make mi stressed lar...my running nt gd wan lor...
all the lessons...den recess. went to find the bee...she saed she nided sum info...so gave it to her lar...she ask mi to go find her during lunch to get the letter...den go eat...den lessons...den lunch...went to eat 1st...luckily i din go to find her 1st...cuz she wuz in the canteen...i went to go get food "wif" xy lar...i din go wif her...she's ignoring mi but im still sticking to her...den went to staff rm...1st time she wuz nt dere. 2nd time i went, she sae she nidded more info...so gave it to her lar...den she saed go find her afta sch to get it...den more lessons...pw's crazy lar...onli 3/5 of the grp wuz present...thnx to the maths warrior thingy...took awae my liwen and shar...haha
afta sch...din go 4 you4 miao2 bcuz of 3rd lang...walked to mrt station wif ac, ed, kt, ade and andr. ade and andr got guy name liao...ade's ben and andr's alex...alex is my idea lar...yar...im derick...ed's brilliant idea yar?
so went to bishan...wuz on the path to moelc when i suddenly rmbed my letter...argh...goin to geddit 2moro...
afta 3rd lang...saw dis veri interesting couple...shall nt elaborate lar...den mi and the other gals kena stared by ppl cuz we were kinda blocking the exit at city hall? sorriee lar ppl...we din realise...den olive wuz telling mi bout the mani health probs she had since young...poor gal...hafta put braces on her back bcuz of backbone prob...30+ degrees lor...haix...den cum bac hm...den dum online...tt's y u get dis entry...

kw: dun skip ur el lesson 2moro arh...

the whole world is crumbling down on mi. creating a blog is a BIG mistake. jus look at the tags on mi and kw's blogs afta the presence of my blog.
on kw's blog: <steph>: i really cannot stand those anon tags. rumours are everywhere <steph>: haix. kaiwen, can we just dun meet for sometime. i am confused now.

tt's nt mi. realli.

on my blog: <anonymous>: frankly speaking, i am steph. i am just trying to test if kaiwen really likes me.

wth. tt's nt mi either.

y mus ppl "steal" my identity? do dey think tt their identities r soooo un-revealable tt dey haf to use my identity? pls lar. wat gd does it do to u...does it make u happi to destroy the frenship btwn mi and kw? I'll leave u to reflect on tt. gimme a reply when ur done.

I mus talk abt the commendable anonymous: <anonymous>: haha!! okok. actually, i was just playing a fool. REALLY SORRY OK. i was just trying to test sth. lols and u all actually succeeded. sorry steph and sorry kaiwen. and sorry to all the friends. =) -.- <anonymous>: the other one at kw's blog isn't me. so ya.. dun get the wrong idea.

anon: ur 4given. honesty is the bez policy yar? admiting to a fault is nt sumthing tt can b done by everyone. u r realli brave to stand out and tell us tt.ok. i believe wat u saed it true, so it ends here yar?

to the other anons: i dunno hu u r (obviously), but i hope tt u can one dae realise wat u r doin and how much harm it brings upon others.

sunday...woke up at 8 am...wx came at 9.30 sharp. wow. punctual sia...so we discussed bout my maths...did sum qns...den he left at 11.30...asked mi to redo my latest test paper yar?
no mood to do nething aftawards...missing sum person like mad. thank gdness 2moro's mon. but i still did my journal. havent do wx's maths and mr tan's maths...jas+letts+sharon jus told mi nidda do st article rev...ok...goin to do it afta i finish dis...
my room's in a mess. nt onli the table. the floor+the bed oso...guess i wun b able to slp early 2nite...
the nkf show...im so proud of xian min...ex-jwpian, current rgpian. i dun c the meaning in havin ppl to do life-risking stuff to get ppl to donate lor...and prizes? tt's even more ridiculous...y nt jus donate wateva is spent on the prizes to nkf...den the performances...the amount spent on training, props and costumes...donate dem all and u'll save more ppl...
my template shld b ok now...jus a lil thing missing...if ne of u realise tt...

todae...

sat. boring day. no mood 4 nething. did bio wshts newae. left a few qns blank. argh...still got maths...
*missing u like crazy...hugs

gold wif honours...

yes...oai oai oai got gold wif honours...i noe i dun sound veri happi...tt's cuz sum1 jus dampened my mood...wth...
sports dae wuz nt much of sports dae...most of the time wuz spent walking around...2/1 u rawk...class flag rox (although it got a bit disfigured by mr tan)...4 x 100 gals and guys rox...mr tan damn gd lar...teach other class ppl maths during the sports events...in our di4 pan2 sumore...but he still rox lar...NO MATHS TEST!!!!
dance metting at stadium...went to dance side sumwhere in the middle of the sports meet 2dae...haha kw wuz making mini banners wif cardboard frm the mineral water carton...jolene worry like siao...almost on the verge of tears...mayb she got shocked by wat i saed lar...sorriee...daryl wuz spotted loitering at the entrance of the stadium...haha...but end up he managed to cum in lar...omg blur blur frm tanglin came lor...clad in jeremy's nh shirt and eng cheong's pants...wow...but he left b4 the results were out...so sad...daryl wuz super pro...nvr hear ppl talk to ms khoo like he did...made ms khoo speechless lor...she could jus laugh...den when weihong saed he knew the results we were asked to ji2 he2 at the gym...gold wif honours!!! every1 wuz sooo happi...most ppl cried...we cheered like it wuz nobody's business lor...wah so happi...lots of hugs went around...quite surprised au asked mi 4 one...heez...yes...nanyang got bronze...i dunno y dey r so happi...evil ppl...but nanyang wuz also guo4 fen4 a few yrs b4 lar...scold our ppl...haix...nvm lar...now it's equal yar? ran 1 round...den got scolded cuz the race had to stop bcuz of us...haha...nhds big mah...
2/1 cheered real gd 4 mr tan 4 the tcher's race...he wuz so happi tt he cancelled our maths test...haha...din get to c him run...den afta tt abt to dismiss dunno y go run another round...wa lau ed and gang so bad...sae i run veri slow...sorriee lor...
afta dismissal had another meeting 4 dance..kee lui hanged a dance tee on a bamboo den started wavin it like a flag...impressive sia...cheered a lot...crap ms yeo...talk until so fake...go tell co tt we nt gd still cum and congratulate us saeing tt she's proud of us...wth...fake fake fake fake...mrs wong wuz super happi...argh...she still owes mi my excuse letter...
dismiss...da sam's crazy...4 dose hu noe y...i guess dere's onli 1 person rite...ok lar...den kw boarded bus...i couldnt wait 4 my bus so went to take mrt...walked wif wu gui, joanna and jeanette...siao...whole walk wuz talking bout mi and kw...argh...rained halfwae...but stopped soon enuf lar...
so went hm w/o the use of umbrella...accidentally kicked a snail while waking bac hm...sorriee argh...ur nt hurt i hope...and hear tt ur shell quite hard lor...but still...sorriee...
i din plan to tell my mum abt our award 4 dance bcuz she's sure to sae smthn saddening...but she asked lar...so i told her...den she sae y i nvr tell when i reached hm...cuz she asked abt 1/2 and hr afta i reached hm...so i told her lar...den she wuz damn mean lor...even meaner dan cheri...wa lau tt tone arh...can compete wif andrea liao...sae i cannt go 4 wkend dance prac if dere ll b ne...den if seniors or hueva else ask sae is she sae wan...if dey cannt accept den too bad...kick mi out...wa lau...she'll neva c the nhds spirit lor...i want her to c it...i want her to understand tt dance is nt goin to affect my studies...i want her to noe tt i like dance n i noe i belong here n nthn can separate mi frm it...no wae...nvr...made mi so...i dunno how to express the feeling lar...heartbroken? worse dan tt. i dunno y she's so against dance...she has neva supported mi 4 dance...ok open hse mayb...but...i dunno lar...i realli dunno lor...i dun wanna leave dance...it's nt bcuz of cca pts. it's of no value now newae...i dun even noe wat dey can do...now i noe wat made mi put nhds as my 1st choice cca even tho i din c it when i wuz in sec 1...it's my heart...i belong dere...now tt im in, she wants mi out...wat's the meaning lor...i dunno how to make her understand the nhds spirit...all the nhds members...if u r reading dis, help mi out yar? i noe i wuznt and mayb m nt veri likeable in my attitude...sorriee...but i realli dun wanna leave nhds...

2dae morning wuz like...extraordinary?haha...my mood wuz so high afta tt...UNTIL afta pe...jas saed sum guy in 2/1 sae we r attracting attn by talking back to tchers aloud in class...so she decided to get the whole bunch of us to shut up to show the guy (whoeva he is) tt if we dun talk bac, the lessons ll b boring. so, instead (pronounced by mr tan as insteed) of talking, we passed notes to each other. thnx to dis morning, i couldnt realli control myself...had to talk...haha...made jas so...disappointed? but tt wuz quite fun afta all...learn to self-control...the guys seemed to b more attn-seeking newae...
we got a D 4 cleanliness! ok. tt wuz supposed to b bad news. but it wuz predictable lor...pls lar...the dustbin wuz piled up and food remnants can b seen inside...my torn up recycle box wuz lying pathetically bside the dustbin...noticeboard nt done...tables and chairs lost deir arrangement...
had quite a serious dispute wif sum of the gals bcuz of the class tee...apparently sum1 took the credit 4 herself and made it as if she wuz totally in change of the thing and we had to follow her no matter wat? u noe hu u r...i still respect u so im nt goin to put ur name in...seriously lor...bright pink + baby blue + bright purple r nt suitable 4 white bkgrd lor...mayb if all put in diff shdaes of blue ll b nice...sum1 else wuz opposing mi...nvm lar...she's like tt wif kw oso...
*ahem* 2/1, pls take note tt the doing up of class noticeboard is now the duty of andrea...im washing my hands of it since "soaring high sux lor! nt onli I think tt wae..."-u noe hu u r...
ok. eunf of mood dampening stuff. time 4 sum humour...ed and gang r treating mi s a guy...ed sae is bcuz im the onli gal dey can bfren...so i mus b a guy...ok ppl...laugh as much as u want...even i think it's funni lor...dey were talking bout "sum guy stuff", so dey asked the gals (mi and shar lar, we were walking wif dem afta sch) to walk slower and dey walk faster so dey can haf sum private time...den weiliow sae "talk 4 guys y tt person still at the bac?" (pointing to mi lar) den ac and ed were lyke asking mi to go ovr...siao...
3rd lang...nt much lar...derniese wuz nt here...went to support c div bb...
2moro no dance...nxt 2 wks no dance...
2moro's sports dae...MGS ll b havin deirs at cs too...until 12 lar...im so proud of 2/1!!! so mani ppl got into finals! jia you ppl!!!2/1 ll owaes b bhind u all k? dis is the last yr all 38 of us ll b 2gether...so make dis a memorable yr yar? gif it all u've got!!!
smthn 4 the competitors:
Impossible is just a big word thrown around by small men who find it easier to live in the world they've been given than to explore the power they have to change it. Impossible is not a fact. it's an opinion. Impossible is not a declaration. it's a dare. Impossible is potential. Impossible is temporary.Impossible,is nothing.
ok. tt's copyrighted adidas. or izzit nike? dunno lar...jus do ur bez ok? although dere's veri strong competition, all of us can ovrcum it if we work 2gether. kampate!!!

cheri: sorriee if i wuz wrong k?
andrea: sorriee too...i may haf been too stubborn...
kw: cannt 4get ur el lesson 2moro liao...haha

SYF ~oai oai oai~

it's ovr...but nt much diff leh...mus b bcuz i din put all of mi inside...i dunno y...shall start describing the dae...
reached sch @ 6.30. xy asked mi to go sch at 7 so i wun 没有精神...whoops...haha...i went early cuz hui lan actually wanted to help mi sew my costume...ok lar...nt she wanted...is i 要求 her 2 help mi wan...den waited until abt 7...看不到她的人影...so asked marlene to help...den afta awhile hl came...oso helped a bit...
recess...@ 9.40 went up 2 hall...most ppl were dere liao lor...obviously the sec 2s were goin to skip deir afta recess lesson...sec 4 skipped deir b4 recess lesson i think...im so proud of myself lor...虽然要一起沉默一起走，i 走-ed对的方向...yea...i went to cl...let my hair down in class for fear of it nt bein able to be straight later...den ed and gang started calling mi samara...gd lar dey all...when i left, the class wuz showering mi wif well-wishes and byes...thnx every1...den ed and gang saed " bye samara!" ok lar...at least dey showed tt dey care...
so went to hall...shall nt include details yar?i wuz th last wan to reach...cuz i wuz the onli wan tt went 4 lesson...
so...changed into costume den do warm up den mark place but it ended up to b full up...den lunch...afta tt makeup...wa lau make up damn ma2 fan2 lor...everytime got performance my blue eyeshadow sure disappear or get smudged wan lor...every1 looked diff wif makeup...the guys were especially funni...den had a mini debate wif the bee...ask us to sew liao den end up ask us take out...den afta tt wan to sew...afta tt nvr sew lar...thnx to jie ling...*3 cheers and 3 cheers and 3 cheers 4 jie ling*....had to paste tape on arm +wrist + above the ankle...
bus trip...siao...guys and gals separate buses...+ another bus 4 the sec 1s and 竹林...rachel sat bside mi lar...den suddenly a lot of thoughts 浮现在我脑海里...felt like crying...had tissue in hand jus in case...rachel wuz dere comforting...poor her...comforting mi isnt an ez job u noe...
reached theater...argh...stress...saw mr low...den went to the wateva-u-call-tt area do warm up...din do much lar...chatted wif kw most of the time...
time 4 performance...prayed for the safety of everyone + everything to go smoothly + everyone 2 enjoy the dance...safety...nt very 灵 arh...hit myself so mani times...everything to go smoothly...ok lar...dere were wrong moves here and dere but ovrall shld b ok...everyone 2 enjoy the dance...dunno leh...shld b ba...
afta performance...went to the 2nd level to c the other schs...all looked like dots lor...cuz i wuz without my specs...den the specs were passed down...woah...all the dances so gd lor...ours arh...saddening...
den...left halfwae thru the dance wif the song called "collection of sounds"...i invent wan...haha
up the bus...poor joanna...hurt her ankle again...yi long had to carry her to the bus...*yi long 背着 joanna...*...(gals bus joke)...
bus trip bac sch...every1 wuz sooooooo cheerful...except mi...siao wan...list eg...
1.gals: 梁老师，我们跳得好吗？
梁老师：(shows thumbs up sign)
gals: (start cheering)
2.gals: (passing dhl sign on the highway) DHL, 我们跳得好吗？
obviously the sign cant talk...so...
gals: (answering deir own qn)好！(starts cheering)
3.gals: (passing by the row of palm trees at the AYE) Palm trees, 我们跳得好吗？
another time of answering deir own qn and cheering...
dere r sumore...dey jus asked almost everything tt dey saw on the bus...den dey'll answer it demselves and start to cheer...
wth...i mean it lor...y r dey so happi? dey were cheering for gold wif honours lor...wat makes dem so sure tt dey ll get it? every1 noes the mistakes dey demselves made...every1 noes tt 竹林 did deir bez but got gold...everytime dey start qning an object if we did well 4 the dance, i'll start thinking: how do u noe tt yes is the ans of the objects u asked? cumon lar...cant dey c tt the tree branches were drooping? cant dey c tt it's raining? cant dey sense tt it's nt goin to b gold wif honours? think think think until i started crying...argh...of cuz dere r other things tt came across my mind.wat if we get a bronze? how wld i face everyone if tt happens? how can i b classified under a student of nh, a member of nhds if tt happens? a lot, a lot of qns like these flashed in my mind. i couldnt help but imagine the situation.when nh campus wuz in sight it wuz even worse...tt welcum to nh banner...i c the nan hua den i cry...i realli carn imagine wat ll happen if we dun get a gwh or gold lor...marlene wuz comforting mi all the wae...but she din noe y i cry...no1 is supposed to noe until he/she reads dis post lor...thanks xinyu thanks cheri 4 comforting mi...although it din help much lar...
mayb my perspective wuz jus wrong. so dose hu dun agree wif wat i saed, jus take it as u din read dis post...dun spoil ur mood bcuz of wat i saed...as sam saed: 你们跳得很好！你没有看到我这样 high meh?
da sam saed tt afta 2dae, dere ll b no such thing as 竹林 n oai oai oai liao...we'll b 2gether as NHDS.

jan: dun worry lar...it wuz covered veri well lor...sum ppl din even noe it happened...and dose were the audience...
kw: yes yes...2moro lar...

omg dis post is so long...it's supposed to b longer but sum1 is hurrying mi...so...visit kai wen's blog lar...his cover more things...

2dae...

ok. zhu lin got gold. hong kah got gold wif honours. sum toher sc which wuz supposed to turn up 2moro 4 modern went 4 syf 2dae. wow. wat is the world turning to? frm wat i heard, hk's dance wasnt gd. n zhu lin wuz super 齐...
fine...tt shall nt pull my mood 4 2moro down...dey tried their bez..."we hafta lose in order to win"-Mr Low
got costumes 2dae...i carn sae nething much lar...jus tt i dun realli like it...but sum1 obviously has a lot of comments...im nt pin pointing neone...u noe hu u r (if u eva read dis)...it's nt lyke i can choose how my costume looks like...if can i wld neva approve of dis design lor...
argh...lessons 4 mi ll end afta the 1st period of cl. cheri passed a note to mi during liberty sq. asking mi to skip cl and go 4 dance straightawae...im nt goin to. she saed mus 一起走 but still mus 走向对的方向 rite?

zhu lin: nhds is proud of all of u. we all noe u did ur bez. a medal carn decide everything newae...cheer up!
modern:jia you!!!even tho we ll b havin lessons b4 we leave, we shld nt let our mood b affected yar? hot 起来!hot 起来!hot 起来!hot 起来!
kw: i'll nt break my promise...

syf!!!

argh!!! cultural havin their syf 2moro...xinyu wuz so disturbed by it...den cheri wuz jumping around chanting "syf! syf!..."
apparently everyone (almost) is excited (or nervous) by the syf competitions...
haix...joanna sprained her ankle...it's making rapid improvements tho...realli hope she can stay in the dance...
im skipping 3rd lang 4 dance 2moro...伟大? no. im jus keeping my promise to wei hong. in the beginning of the yr, he asked mi if important rehearsals and the competition were to fall on the days i haf 3rd lang, where wld i go. my ans wuz to dance. so, im keeping my promise and going to dance. mum's nt veri happi wif my decision...but, wateva...it's my world...she'll never c the spirit of nhds unless she watches our pracs...
i witnessed a miracle? i dunno. my mum asked mi wat time wuz my syf. she wants to go watch. wow. im...apalled...my family is anti-dance lor...and i carn do much abt it...
realli hope my mum feels the nhds spirit and stops bein against dance...

to cultural: jia you!!! "zhu lin ya ya zhu lin zhu lin ya, zhu lin ya ya zhu lin zhu lin ya, zhu lin ya ya zhu lin zhu lin ya ya zhu lin zhu lin ya ya zhu lin zhu lin ya, SHA HA!" we ll owaes b bhind u!!! 一起沉默，一起走!

to modern: jia you too! wat cheer to sae? oh. "lu la la lu la la lu la lu la leh lu la lu la lu la lu la lu la leh, oai oai oai oai oai oai oai oai oai oai oai, oai oai oai oai oai oai, MODERN!" "oai oai oai oai oai, oai oai oai oai oai, oai oai oai oai oai, MODERN!" 直到感动不准再泪流 hors...

to NHDS: we ll get dere! wif the unique nhds spirit, gold with honours is ours!
"要让世界看见我们的 dance"
"想要 gold 不必任何理由"
"不管世界尽头多寂寞 你的身边一定有我"
"想看见 到最后大家感动泪流"
"一起沉默一起走"
"想跳完 那最感动的一支舞"
"没看见 oai oai oai,竹林决不罢休"
"因为我们有团结的dance spirit 我们一定会一起走过"

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sorriee...dis post mostly bout syf...other stuff post afta syf kkaes?