dead? no.

today's thursday! which means, school has reopened for four days, and what can i say.

school rocks! more of the people i think.

and and. assembly today was in aircon hall, and after we got out and returned to class, amb and i both agreed that it was pretty hot. eek. like, we're already used to the temperature in the hall, not that it was really cold, but good enough. though i would rather they have the classrooms aircon-ed instead.

imagine dancers in the stuffy hall, since the openings at the top are all sealed and only certain doors can be open, and i doubt they'll be able to dance in air-con. as in, not abilty able, but prohibition able.

liwen kept saying it's 117 days to o's. garg. but i'm still here anyway.

I'm talkin' bout love
All my girls stand in a circle and clap your hands this is for you
Ups and downs highs and lows no matter what you see me through
My boyfriend he don't answer on the telephone
I don't even know where the hell he goes
But all my girls we're in a circle and nobody's gonna break through

-------------------------------------------------------
@8.57pm

scrap that. the above's nonsense.

went to kfc with 4/1 people, made super lot of noise, but we had great fun. i tell you. josie and i were the best. aaron, jasmine, adelaine and liwen all succummbed to the dark side by eating. (all ate miso crunch, lol.) and the both of us didn't even go queue! heh. josie's rationale: we don't buy. we get from them and eat. while both of us were doing work. haha.

ehh. sec four ler leh. must do alot alot of tys. even amb's attempting, okay, planned, to do the tys thrice. i've never even thought of that. but well, most of us there doing work were doing tys luh.

then we talked, alot. of alot of stuff, ranging from class gossip to our first love. OMG AARON AND HIS PRIMARY TWO CRUSH, which he only knew about today. and yes, my p2 crush too. why does everything happen in p2? funny.

were damn high and damn noisy, i don't know why people didn't chase us out, though there were in fact pretty much staring. but what. you've got a problem with strong friendship? haha.

weijie and keng yang and aswin joined us halfway, then we got even high-er. then got rainbow on the ground, from light shining thru the glass door. phototaking frenzy. then we continued crapping and crapping and laughing and laughing. the bunch's super fun.

liwen sent me home, for the what, third time this week? and my mum was waving fro the balcony window. she called me when i was at the opposite block, the block which my balcony faces. so i was telling her i'm just opposite. then when we stepped out of the block i saw her going into the balcony, then she waved to us. and after like, five seconds, liwen still couldn't find where my mum was. after another five seconds of pointing out to her, she finally realised. lol.

yea and i'm proud of my girls cuz i saw them studying.(:

revive photoblog.

my dad, my bro and me formed a team and went for the buzz my day competition yesterday, organised by sbs transit and four other organisations in conjunction with its thank you commuters day. photo.

it was a "hunt for singapore's heritage", so we had to take sbs transport (bus and north east line of the mrt) all over singapore with clues from our question booklets to get to checkpoints and complete tasks. one of them was to get to chinatown and take a photo with a deejay at smith street. here:

we sorta ran out of time cuz we didn't have enough wits, so out of the five checkpoints, we only managed to go to three, one which i don't even think is right, cuz we didn't see the checkpoint standee there. but anyways, loads of fun. went back to vivocity, where we were to hand in our question booklets before three pm or be disqualified, and we reached at 3.06, so yes, our booklets weren't accepted. doubt we'll get anything even if we submitted it though.

nevertheless, we were entitled to lunch and goodie bags. and free popcorn and candyfloss.

that's lunch, yes, with compliments from sbs transit. from top, tuna (bro's), crabstick (mine) and egg mayo (dad's). mine was chock full of onions, and stephanie doesnt like onions. but nevermind. it was still edible.

the goodie bags contained maxim mags. cuz i think they were the official magazine or smthn. so we had three of the same magazine, and i thought i could like, have a peep. but dad kept all of them. when i asked, he just said (omg i typed sayed) that it's an adult magazine. so i didn't get to even touch it. i jus know that there were two books in the plastic bag, covers a lady and a f1 car. april issue. haha.

then i went to jurong west for the south west district arts festival opening ceremony.

there were dance comps going on, and they invited tanglin dance to perform. recognised those orange dance tees. so i was entertained by loads of dancing till around 8, then there was this performance by antagon AKTion, a german theatre company. their item had stilts and fire and light effects and a live band playing the background music. awesome.

halfway through, this china lady sat beside me. the volunteers (aka teenagers chalking up cip hours) gave out feedback forms, and i helped her fill in hers, and from there i found out she was a teacher. a heavily accented one, so i suspect she's a teacher in china, not sg. anyway.

she asked me about school, compared nh with rgs and nanyang while i was trying my best to defend nh as much as possible. then then. she asked if i was from china. i said no, i'm a singaporean. she commented that i had an accent. wow. thank you chinese lit china people for cultivating that accent in me.

after the performance by antagon, there were fireworks. stephanie doesn't like fireworks. i think it's a waste of money. but i understand many of you like them, so, here's a photo.

i realised i've been abandoning my photo blog ever since my camera was lost/stolen, but now that i've got a new one, it's time to revive it. more photos on the two events'll be there, after i have dinner after completing this post. (:

last weekday of hols!

okay okay. i finally did abit of studying. a little little bit! like, maybe 15 questions on differentiation. the very very basic ones. i havent dared venture out. scary.

yes, studying on the rightfully last day of june holidays. i'm really enjoying these weeks man.

patched up class video, now it's 5 mins++ long. and i've lost count of how many hours i've put in to get that 5 minutes, cuz windows movie maker likes to hang. whether in school or at home, it's the same. and no matter how many times they upgrade the program, it still hangs. dang.

went out with my bro and ruth for lunch and nancy drew. the movie's awesome! go watch go watch.

and 4eleveners, i miss all of you, loads. i want full attendance on monday!

and i'm expecting travel tomorrow. nights!

prayer

dear God,

he was your creation, another one of your children, yet fate had that just after three months, he should go back to you , go back to heaven, even before he could have a glimpse of this wonderful world you've created. bless him, let him have a better future. and thank you for blessing me with friends, really good friends.

Amen.

foes

i've got this feeling that there're people out there who really hate me to the core. i don't know bout other people, but if i've got people disliking me, i would really appreciate if they let me know. so at least i can change.

yepps.

treadmill

ahh. i want a treadmill in my room. one of those state-of-the-art ones, those that can give you all the readings you can possibly get, like heart beat, blood pressure, breathing rate (yes it's different as heart beat)...and can incline and, decline? (i don't know if that's the right word) and make as little noise as possible.

well anyway. that's so i can get my lazy self to run, instead of always giving excuses to not get out of the house for a jog, like
-it's too cold (in the morning), and adrenaline will actually make you colder, according to the bio textbook.
-i don't like to run after the sun's out, cuz that means there'll be people and that means obstruction.
-it's too sunny (in the afternoon), cuz my mum said, after i returned home that day sunburnt, that i may get skin cancer.
-i don't know what to wear, cuz i've taken to running in shirts without sleeves and i've got only two of those, and i only use one actually.
-i'm simply too lazy to open the door to let myself out.

haha.

UPDATED, 5 minutes later:
i changed my mind. i don't need a really expensive treadmill that provides all the funny readings, just one that can measure distance i've ran, time i've taken, (speed's not important since i can calculate that with the two readings), and can incline and decline, and has minimum noise.

bored.

ahh yes. stephanie is bored. stephanie feels like going to sleep. stephanie has the chicken dance song ringing in her head. stephanie should stop refering to herself as a third person.

bye.

tests

by recommendation of miss andrea sze qi yun, i've done a few tests, from her blog, from other people's blog, or mainly from blogthings.com. just for your reference...

Your Personality Is Like Acid

A bit wacky, you're very difficult to predict. One moment you're in your little happy universe... And the next, you're on a bad trip to your own personal hell!

--makes it sound as if i slit my wrist. eek. i react with bases to produce salt and water!

You Are 20% Girly

Um... you're a guy, right? If not, you're the most boyish girl in the world.And for you, that's probably the ultimate compliment.

--oops. maybe. derrek's come out. but that's so sec 2=X

You Are Extremely Thin

Your BMI is 16.8 - a healthy BMI falls between 18.5 and 25 You definitely don't need to lose weight. In fact, you need to gain some weight to ensure you're healthy. So go ahead and pig out! Don't agree? Blame the government standards we based this test on!

--what?!? i definitely don't look like what the pic is okay. other than the very interesting tan line i've got.

You Are 24% Slacker

You have a few slacker tendencies, but overall you tend not to slack. You know how to relax when the time is right, but you aren't lazy!

--well. okayy.

Your Extroversion Profile:

Activity Level: Very High Sociability: High Assertiveness: Medium Excitement Seeking: Medium Cheerfulness: Low Friendliness: Low

--high sociability and low friendliness. how interesting.

You Are Pretty Happy Being Single

You have a full, fun life. And you definitely don't need love to be content. Of course, being single can get you down a little. Especially when you've been single for a while. But you know how to be patient and wait for the right person. You're life is too good to settle for anything!

--heh.

Your Vocabulary Score: B

You have a zealous love for the English language, and many find your vocabulary edifying. Don't fret that you didn't get every word right, your vocabulary can be easily ameliorated!

--thank heavens that the o's isn't all vocab.

post-ndp saturdays

i was at the market with my mum this morning (yes i'm a good girl i know, mdm surin says so XD) and thinking, like you know, random thinking. then i came to this conclusion.

i miss ndp.

i miss all the saturdays spent at the stadiums, national and indoor, eating chicken-less kfc, slacking as tappers while the rest run under the sun, taking loads of photos, talking with evelyn and merrien and the last year sec one tappers (and now zhiyong's in hk), getting jerry to hold my phone and inhaler, crapping with aloysius, drinking loads of milo and activade, listening to the super enthu cheering by everybody before crs, receiving ndp souvenirs on the bus back to school, getting ready at the gate before entrance to the stage then running out to another gate with jerry to make the final entrance on the field, taking the last train home after everything...

argh. the list never ends. additions are still swimming in my head.

ballet using the railings as barres, having makeup put on my cosmoprof people, getting our hair styled on the real day, that lady putting on white eyeshadow on me makeing my eyes look so small i went to rub off and put on blue, those clad in yellow and blue looking at us red and white wearers as if we're kings and queens, the pro tappers, peter gan and ben and emily and william and richard and edric, complaining how the costume doesnt absorb sweat when the truth is we don't really have the chance to sweat since it isnt us on the field and we're always sheltered like royalty, sharing coke and apple slurpee from jerry with the other 21 tappers at the second floor of indoor stadium, piling food into ziang's kfc box, running with aloysius back to eating area to recover my stuff, receiving lollipops as encouragement, going to cr 17 to get and put back flags, wearing the really hurting kings shoes to rjc cuz i had rehearsal later and being in those shoes for like, 12 hours straight, meeting dancers at stadium and the bus uncle opened the door to let me in then take us to indoor stadium from national stadium, walking from the bus drop off point to national stadium with 907++nanhuarians, singing with last year sec one tappers, bringing our hairspray to performance to make sure our hair's in tip top condition before the big thing, cheering for strikeforce and them cheering for us, listening to the music's introduction for our cue to enter while sniggering at how funny richard is, singing the national anthem loud like never before on the field during finale...

that's really alot eh? and i'm not really done. shall leave the rest of the reminiscing to myself.

sad fact of life: people grow old, and yes, die. saw mrs xx today, she was my science teacher from p3 to p5, and i thought she looked the same, until i saw her white hairs. saw major (from primary school too) the other time i was doing flag day, and realised how aged he's become. he used to be like, full of spunk, but he looked really, how to put it. old. just old. then my chinese teacher from p4-6. she wasn't really old, probably 50, got her masters after i grad and died last year. she used to be so lively too, going on holidays and trekking, and she had been teaching for 23 years when i was p6, i remember she told us. and i saw my grand dad's life slowly dwindling, from since he was really stong and looked so big, till on his deathbed when he was really thin and fragile and small. and that expression of pain as he breathed his last. from a man who ran a pig farm, a prawn farm and an orchid farm and the grand dad who gave me a $71 ang pao some years back, to the dead guy bound in white cloth on the cold metal structure in the mortuary.

life's really sad huh. but i believe we can change it ourselves. lead happy lives, make many friends, do lots of nice things...it's all within us. (:


Say You'll Share With Me One Love, One Lifetime.

Christianity

yuhui was saying i'm so like a Christian, then jeslyn went,

shi4 ah, ni3 bu4 dong3 meh1?

like, saying i was one and asking if she really didn't know. haha.

i'm not a Christian, people.

and yuhui kept saying my blog looks very Christian-y. well, the designer's a Christian. that explains it yea?

say the world's getting crazier. a relative of my godmum was announced to be brain dead,

because he/she choked on tofu and vege.

and because he/she died (after being brain dead) in an elders' home, the police are investigating on the death, to check if the home tortured (nue4 dai4) him/her.




I'm Missing Somebody. I Don't Know What I'll Do Without Him.

deoxyribonucleic acid

Read my VisualDNA™ Get your own VisualDNA™

I Don't Care What People Will Say, I'm Running After You!

omg.

aaron's blog:

"keep close to God, just do your best in everything, and He will do the rest[:"

that's like, what mrs tan always says! haha.

i don't know what to blog about, since what i've been doing lately's not worth your precious time reading about. so well. songs.

像两首节拍不同的歌
却又同时被爱情合奏
旋律勉强着
愉快不能够假装快乐
你心中有宽阔的天空
空气还稀薄

曾经等待因为会改变什么
你总会属于我
但是最后时间证明了
你只喜欢我

你说我比较像你的好朋友
只是不小心拥抱着
你道歉你难过
于是我给你笑容
谁在乎我的心还会不会寂寞

如果爱情是五线谱
我只希望用全音符
吟唱出爱上你
那完整的幸福
当你的心没有耳朵
即使我为你唱着歌
你也只看见我哭了

你说我
我是你最好的朋友
却不应该再拥抱着
你退缩你冷漠
于是我放开双手
不在乎我的心
会永远的寂寞

I am unwritten, can't read my mind, i'm undefined
i'm just beginning, the pen's in my hand, ending unplanned

starring at the blank page before you
open up the dirty window
let the sun illuminate the words that you cannot find

reaching for something in the distance
so close you can almost taste it
release your innovations
feel the rain on your skin
no one else can feel it for you
only you can let it in
no one else, no one else
can speak the words on your lips
drench yourself in words unspoken
live your life with arms wide open
today is where your book begins
the rest is still unwritten

oh, yeah, yeah

i break tradition, sometimes my tries, are outside the lines
within condition, to not make mistakes, but i can't live that way

[:

push? pull?

met ziwei, yongjin and bozhao trying to open the staffroom door at the pigeon holes armed with files and mrs chang's id card.

taps card. device beeps. pushes door. but door wont budge! so they repeated the process for like, five times. then i decided to help. tap card, push, doesnt open. then...

i pulled the handle, and the door opened.
and we laughed like crazy.

anyway, that's a few days back.

remember how miss j lim loads her laptop and we see comics on the wallpaper? i went to the website. http://www.glasbergen.com/. i'm thinking randy glasbergen's a german guy. glasbergen, directly translated, 's glass mountains. laugh.

gawg.

i'm starting to get tired of holidays. so i start sleeping and sleeping, and you know, sometimes you sleep so much you can more tired then you proceed to sleep more and the cycle repeats. damn.

when i'm awake, i'm aimlessly at the comp, so i start clicking on links from my blog since it's my homepage. then i realise i can go to blogs of people like aaron and ruth and amber and rebe and qimin and jojo many many times a day, hoping that there'll be something new for me to read everytime i go on.

steph you're getting lazy.

i read my archives one fine day, and it struck me how i sounded super depressed a few years back. like, emo-slit-wrist depress. funny. then i start recollecting my day from what i have for breakfast as if people are interested in that. well, i don't know, but now, i wouldnt want to go to people's blogs to know that they had milo and bread for breakfast. OH. then i begin ranting on how much i'm out of place in dance, blah blah. funny how the homosapien develops and she starts criticising exco, as seen from recent posts. heh. but i'm officially out of dance since cultural potpourri, 28 may 2007, 10.30pm. i wonder how many times i've repeated that to how many people. sorry. it's kind of exciting.

then again, i think nhds works miracles. i'm not really close with my batch people, as well as seniors. so i mostly hang out with the juniors during practices and stuff. and i told jing er one day, that i'll never be back to visit dance, after i grad. and today i was in school while dance prac was on, the music and everything. then i'd this urge to like, pop by, but i was so tired of hearing them keep pumping the people so i thought i'd forget it. hmm. nhds. once a nan hua dancer, forever a nan hua dancer. i think there's just something that's injected in us throughout our membership, such that you've got a special bond with it even though your time spent there weren't really bombastically spectacular. i was complaining about seniors and all, but i realise i still like all the dances i've taken part in, and all the stupid games we play during camp.

this is getting nowhere. i'm like contradicting myself. so well. i haven't had the feeling of missing dance since maybe, sec 2? shall see if i suffer withdrawal symptoms this holidays. byebye people.

lay-zee

i'm feeling super lazy. or maybe i'm really tired. gahh. good night people, though it's just 9.19pm.

amendments

10.43 pm:
i remembered. i set up the first blog when i was sec one, then deleted it sometime later cuz my mum was against the idea of putting my life on the internet, then set it up again after a few months with the same url. haha.



anyway. i've got running shoes!


saucony grid fusion. i know, liwen will demand the reason why i didn't get new balance or nike plus. i was on a budget of 90 bucks, and the new balance fuse 644 i wanted didn't have my size. and nike plus-es are ex. but this one's not bad too okay. the colour of the real shoe's not like in the pic. it's nicer. and yes, i think the colours are not very me. but it's about the shoe, not so much about the colour yea?(:

post number 209

6.59 pm:
i've been running this blog since i was what, sec one? haha. remembered my first skin being blue and having to do with dance. and it was born in the moelc library, with the help of jolin. lol. the comps at the library then were like, all used for blogging at that time luh, while we were all dodging the watchful eyes of the funnily strict indian auntie. she's not that watchful after all is she? or maybe us third language-ers are really smart. talked to that auntie when i went moelc last wed, and found her pretty nice. haha. maybe being fierce's just part of her job. like b lim. she's really nice when not telling us to tuck in our blouses and shorts and not wear ankle socks and not fold our skirts.

back to the point.

well i just wanted to mean that i'm blogging at a pretty low rate if that's the case, cuz this is just my 209th post in four years. three and a half, if you want exact. and i've been blogging rather much lately.

articulation in english's more appealing now i suppose. resulting in my a1 in english and b4 in chinese, when i used to get As for chinese since like, primary school. dang. apparently chinese lit isn't helping. i'm getting higher marks in that than in the language even. but. imagine blogging in chinese. then i'll take hours to churn out a post, considering my length.

then maybe i wont blog that often or won't blog bout much stuff then you guys will have less to read then you won't frequent my blog then i'll have less hits then i'll have no motivation to keep on blogging then this blog'll be dead like it was when i was sec 2/3.

wow. so let's stick to this, shall we? (:

(i realise this post doesn't make much sense.)

tanned/burnt

first: good news nanhuarians/people who frequent clementi central. though they took away the fountain and the bus interchange, they're going to fill the land with 40 storeys worth of hdb flats, library, shopping mall, a new bus interchange and rooftop garden. (:

like mr yeo said, each new town must have a shopping mall, else no one will go.

pictures!
well. this is what yours truly's legs are like now. from left, shorts, untanned skin, tanned skin. or burnt.

some abandoned notes in the audi. looks like chrystal/aaron's handwriting. but chrystal's at rv and aaron doesnt take geog. enlighten me on the owner.

have you ever seen an m n m's with the sugar coating so thick?!?! before looking at this, cuz my bro said, "have! now lor!" i hope none of you guys are as lame as him. but for aaron i can't really tell.

back gate opening hours, for you lazy people (like me) who don't wish to walk all the way to the main gate during the hols.

cute baby blue and yellow mailboxes at clementi heights.

doesnt this remind you of the trigo quadrants. the astc i mean.

tricks of the eye(s)

two heads may be better than one, but even with four eyes, ruth and i couldn't see properly. or maybe we were just having our bad-eye days, while people have bad-hair days.

number ONE
we got our bubble teas and were proceeding to the bus stop to devour them. passed by many zhss people doing their flag days, and eugene410 with a junior girl. thought i saw him holding the flag day tin. then when halfway thru my bubble tea, i looked at them again, then realised he wasn't holding the tin. so i told ruth "ehh he isn't doing flag day leh." "i thought i saw him holding the tin?!?" see. we saw the same wrong thing. then he boarded a bus, which confirmed he wasn't doing flag day. but we saw the tin okay.

number TWO
i had like one third of the milk tea left, and i realised there was only one pearl left with it. told ruth "hey i've only got one pearl left!" and showed her my cup. when that girl had like much more though our level of liquid was around the same. no idea why. then drank drank drank, trying to save the last pearl for the last mouthful. when there was a little bit of the milk tea left, guess what. there were two pearls inside! and both of us saw only one earlier! i suggested that the pearls were stacked up earlier, one on top of the other, so we could only see the bottom one. don't know leh.

number THREE
we were finishing up our teas when we saw andrewNHDS doing his flag day at the bus stop. and we saw him go late for mr yeo's geog lesson! though we left halfway, but we didn't see him leave! and he came from the mrt station direction, not school direction!

ruth told the lady at the bubble tea counter that she wanted "honey ice lemon tea" when she meant "honey milk tea". made the lady all confused. funny girl. must be drink too much ice lemon tea in school liao.

这厢是梦梅恋上画中的仙
那厢是丽娘为爱消香殒碎
为了爱不吃不喝不睡
但穿过千年爱情不再流行生死相恋

爱是什么
什么是爱
接近以后就电
喜欢以后就追
腻了以后就飞
但亲爱我为你狂我为你变
就让我爱你爱的很深很远很古典

春水望断夏花宿妆残
谁闻秋蝉
谁知冬来
冷秋千笑声似犹在
剪不断思念欲理还乱
前缘等待再续后爱
梦梅丽娘还魂归来
岁月摧残发白
就叫我白了头铁了心去等去爱

在梅边落花似雪纷纷绵绵谁人怜
在柳边风吹悬念生生死死随人愿
千年的等待滋味酸酸楚楚两人怨
牡丹亭上我眷恋日日年年未停歇

不停歇不恨不怪不怨尤谁
只等待牡丹开成灿烂的天
让传奇永远被人看见
让红尘世人能够感动能够深深了解

在梅边不知爱何时出现
在现实生活还是只能在梦里面
牡丹亭描述的浪漫不可思议
尤其是对我们这种新新人类
尤其是对我们生活太忙乱
没有时间吃饭
上网到眼睛酸
科技发达好有效率
而生活的节奏比明朝的快速一万倍
怎样才能够满足
小朋友哪有时间坐在那里看牡丹亭
花十九个小时唱到所有观众老了
作火车地铁飞机高速公路又在堵车
聪明的人知道时间就是钱要把握
失控之前要喘一口气
汤显祖让我向你学习
这么梦幻没人比你浪漫
四百年的流传我只能说赞
我的世界一切越来越方便
但奇怪还是没有办法找到一种爱
我不要跟你们赛跑
因为我知道生命是个礼物
不希望这一辈子没有爱而马不停蹄
好想掉进那故事里
步骤慢点儿气氛神秘
柳梦梅的美梦里
汤大师带我们回去充满爱的牡丹亭

dont patronise me. of course i know you're going for "something", you can't possibly go for "nothing" right? sheesh. some people really need to learn skills of answering questions. if it's something that's supposed to be kept secret, say "cannot tell you." or something along that line. don't give me dumb answers that people who have nothing to do with it can tell me as well.

friends

was thinking bout my nearly four years in nan hua, and i realised. it's rather incredible that i can have friends like aaron, ruth, kengyang, liwen and amber all at the same time. they've got such different personalities!

for the many other dearies i've not mentioned, don't worry you're not forgotten! i still love you all!

though it's nearly 6, but the day's still young to say HAPPY BIRTHDAY IVY SOH!!

i noticed i've used pretty many exclamation marks. maybe cuz i'm high. reminds me of ecstasy. but yes. SHREK 3!! went to watch with ruth today. blur girl thought there was english remedial but there wasn't, and i didn't plan to go anyway, so i was still at home when she called me to tell me she rmb-ed wrongly. so i went to school to meet her. then we went j8.

yes, from school in clementi ave 1 to junction8 at bishan.

anyway. 'twas rather early, so we got our tickets then went walking the half-open-ed j8. got Anything, the "new" drink that's over-advertised with really lame advertisements. went into the theater early.

ruth prayed before opening her drink can. she was hoping to get coke. she got something near luh, coke with lemon. i think mine's the plain coke. lame luh. coke reminds me of the carbon compound for extraction of iron.

shrek was. was. was. i've got no particular comments luh. not those tear-jerking touching kind, nor the laugh-like-you're-mad kind, but good enough. plot's unexpected. ruth says i look like i'm sleeping when watching the movie. =x

then we went cafe cartel for lunch. beef lasagna for me while she took seafood macaroni. uv light delighted us. then our brownie was overpowered with chocolate. they overdid it luh. so lunch wasn't really spectacular.

was showing ruth my calendar entry for today on my phone, which says "rendezvous with ruth", then she showed me hers. SHREK DATE WITH STEPH. sounds like a broken english sentence meaning that shrek's dating me. lol.

so we took mrt home. this is it for my post today, please select one of the 60+ links on your left to read about some other person's day. but do leave a tag first. bye!(:

when there was me and you.

It's funny when you find yourself
Looking from the outside
I'm standing here but all I want
Is to be over there
Why did I let myself believe
Miracles could happen
Cause now I have to pretend
That I don't really care

I thought you were my fairytale
A dream when I'm not sleeping
A wish upon a star
Thats coming true
But everybody else could tell
That I confused my feelings with the truth
When there was me and you

I swore I knew the melody
That I heard you singing
And when you smiled
You made me feel
Like I could sing along
But then you went and changed the words
Now my heart is empty
I'm only left with used-to-be's and once upon a song

Now I know you're not a fairytale
And dreams were meant for sleeping
And wishes on a star
Just don't come true
Cause now even I can tell
That I confused my feelings with the truth
Cause I liked the view
When there was me and you

I can't believe that I could be so blind
It's like you were floating
While I was falling
And I didn't mind
Because I liked the view
I thought you felt it too
When there was me and you

byebye mrs chia.

took a pretty (as in rather) pretty (as in nice) photo with ruth and mrs chia today, but since mrs chia doesn't want her face on blogs, i shall not post it. haha.

8 am was english lesson, but i reached school at 6.30. even on normal school days, you won't see me step on school grounds until past seven. burnt off my time, then went to classroom. mel came, talked, then we went 406, where the class was to be held, supposedly. met jeslyn. then mel received a call from amel saying venue's changed to ava. so we went down.

mrs chia was briefing us bout this worksheet, and because i look at teachers when they talk and teachers are supposed to make eye contact, it went like this. mrs chia glances around while talking. i look at her. she fixes her gaze at me for a split second, then looks at the others. i continue looking at her. she turns back to look at me again and switches her view to the rest. then she made a sharp twist of her head back to facing me and stares for one and a half seconds. and said:

hey! i've got a new student!

were frantic, we few girls, for we thought we lost her card. sms-es were sent, but we couldn't locate it. was feeling so bad about it since the party was beginning, then clarissa came with the rest of bbc after going out with the birthday girl.

she whipped out her file and there the card was.

they finished penning their love and i grabbed hte card and ran to mrs chia who was just stepping into the canteen.

"mrs chia, this is for you, before 4/6 gives you theirs."

lol. cuz theirs big mah. if they give first then cover ours liao. but ours nicer okay. done by amber. black and white's a nice combination. that's what always wear to concerts and plays and musicals and theatre stuff. ahha. digression. (is there even such a word?)

so yes. mrs chia made a simple speech, then we started feasting. 2 classes, 16 pizzas, 5 bottles of complimentary green tea, two other bottles of green tea, two peach tea, two crysenthmum (however you spell it) white tea, one ice cream soda and one root beer. sixteen pizzas and thirteen 1.5 litre bottled drinks. the pizza boxes stacked up reached a higher height than me okay. though i'm not on the tall side luh.

i'm glad i received the tragic news just before i left school, otherwise i'll have no mood to attend lessons. haha. but there are certain things in life we've got to just accept yea? God doesn't make decisions for no reason. (: