deutsche satze.

dieses Jahr ist Schule eines ganz anderes Welt. ein schlechtes Welt, mit allerdings und jede Leute (fast). manchmal wuenshe ich laufen, schnell, von Zeuge ich kann in Worte sagen nicht. nichts kann so viele bedeuten.

ahh, this sucks.

somebody said a's results will be released next week.

someone, lyrics

someone who

sees like a child
gives like a saint
feels like an angel
nevermind the broken wings

speaks like a picture
cries like the rain
shines like a star
as long as the fire remains

slumdog ftw!

the 81st annual academy awards started at 9.30 am singapore time at the kodak something in los angeles.

yay for slumdog millionaire! i hope the indian kids who went for the academy awards had fun.

and i think it's sort of a tradition, for all award ceremonies, to award a prize to the dead, if applicable. but heath ledger deserved it totally. for being a wonderful joker. now, who was the singaporean who had a part to play in the dark knight?

and why, somebody please explain to me, does it seem like only a few films were nominated for so many awards? sure it's great that slumdog got so many awards, but at the same time, shouldn't other films stand a chance too? look at the nominations list, all you see is milk, slumdog, dark knight, benjamin button, the reader...

for short film, we have spielzeugland, german for toyland. apparently the producer was the director, so he spent four years of his east german life coming out with the fourteen-minute film. but at least he ended up with a gold guy.

more of the oscars action at http://oscar.com.

recollections.

this week has SO not been productive.

i mean, apart from the fact that i was engaged in school stuff for all seven days.

chancellor's challenge shield yesterday, i guess all of us from jj were too embarrassed to put on our blazers, so they were more like an arm accesory, as S mentioned. yeah so last year jj was second or something, but this year we went and left with nothing. like a saying that goes something like, when you come to this earth, you bring nothing with you, so when you leave, you take nothing with you. i forgot if it's an english or chinese saying, but that's about how it goes.

but we had nice lunch. S and M went to nus for smun last year, so S knew where the good food was. and it ended up that all jj reps went there for lunch. cheap western food, quite good. it's like a school cafeteria style, where you go down in one lane, order and pick up the stuff, then go to the end and pay.

mmm, and the emcee didn't know who steven chia, the goh was. i mean like, the very basic thing you could do, when you're an emcee for an event with a guest of honour, is to check up abit on the profile of the dude. so anyways. when steven chia came in and sat down, alot of people clapped, and she said something along the line of, "yes, very good! that's what you should do when he comes in later, so this is like a rehearsal." then i think somebody pointed out to her that he was already there, so there was a weird moment when she tried to take back her words.

dang my nose is pain. happens quite alot, irritating.

but anyway. one team each from hci, vj and nus got into the finals, and surprise surprise (not!), hci emerged as the winner. they sort of knew the answers to every question, which, after a few questions, became quite irritating. so when they got a question wrong people started cheering.

and for the top ten individuals, there was one each from pj and cj, and the rg girls behind were like, "there're such schools?" and one of them didn't know there's a war in israel. and said it out pretty loud too. talk about being refined ladies from a very prestigious school.

and today, cdc, together with a few jj leaders, went down for nanyang ep day. conclusion, cdc was unhappy with leaders, leaders were unhappy with cdc. i think there just wasn't enough communication.

this week, there aren't many tests, just on on thursday that covers organic chem up till carboxylic acids, but there's spa trial on wed and tomorrow's oscars!

oh yeah i watched slumdog millionaire with sebas, that's why i'm so hyped up about oscars. slumdog's got 10 nominations okay! and if you read sunday times today, yes the bollywood dance scene at the end was very entertaining. sebas and i needed the loo quite badly after the movie but we made sure we waited till the dance was over.

can't believe that i'm a fool again

how was i to know, you never told me.

well,

"i may stumble and fall but i will give it my all, i'll be strong with dignity, 'cause i've tried to be the best that i can be."

sorry that's just random. anyway..

teachers should NEVER show favouritism. if L and M both have the same highest scores in class, there's no reason why Miss should only announce that L topped the class.

M studied, and her effort is worth recognition.

i told my mom about it, and she asked why i didn't stand up for M. because i didn't know the scores until like ten minutes after L's achievement was announced.

i could have stood up then and questioned Miss, "why M got the same score as L but you never say she top the class?", but i guess that'll only make me look/sound like a bitch in front of two classes. and prove that i'm such a kaypo i go look at other people's scores.

sad life.

"but you'll just have to accept that fact that life is sad," says mdm goh, making the whole class laugh.

typical j2 post.

the teachers really love us alot. otherwise it cannot be explained, why we have four tests the week after the valentine's weekend.

mon's econs and gp, tues's bio, thurs' math.

sheryl was offering valentine's dates in the canteen:

in the form of red dates. "retro leh!" says sheryl, proudly exhitbiting the paper packaging.

and lihuan's rose was much much larger than mine.
yeah, painted thumbnail(:

HAHA.

tomorrow will be the last possible day of pe lessons from hell. because our dear seniors from some ancient batch are leaving after tomorrow.

so, let's see, no more:

-crazy abs training that makes people unable to laugh for the following week
-egoistic introductions to exercises
-mockery when we show signs that we're tired
-stupid hand burning under the sun
-push-ups on prickly ground
-outrages of modesty
-embarassing rabbit hops
-demands like we're some ug
-big-time flirting that doesn't do anything other than stoke hatred

which i think, gives us all reason enough to rejoice and welcome back female pe teachers with open arms.

What will you do to find out if your crush is into you?

teenagers have alot in their lives.

i mean like, just look at us, in jc, we've got (at least) five subjects to handle, the better ones will have more, then cca, then when we turn j2 all the remediation lessons start bombarding us, and somehow we rediscover homework.

but more than all that, we cannot forget our private life, i.e. love life.

idk, this sounds weird coming out of my mind right. though i've got a boyfriend.

but think about it. when was your first crush?

mine was in kindergarten. k2. this boy was really cute. i still think so when i see my photo with him. taken just before our graduation performance. but idk what he looks like now, we never kept in contact.

then you begin to wonder as you grow up, what exactly is a crush? last year the girls in class had this eye-candy fetish and all of a sudden almost everyone would go all squirmish when they catch sight of the guy htey thought was good looking. i questioned. they said it's not a crush, it's just eye-candy.

till now i don't see the difference, since rumours have begun with girls and their eye-candy. isn't that what happens when you have a crush?

and, why do people have crushes? because they long for a partner? or because they read too much fairy tales?

back to my k2 guy, i remember imagining us living together, taking care of kids, cooking, everything like parents do. and in my imagination we still looked like when we were six. yeah. six year olds carrying babies and cooking.

so assuming i'm an average girl, crushes are who we think are potential husbands/wives? which means they are potential boyfriends/girlfriends?

oh yeah sebas, just so you know, i never had a crush on you. we were super good friends, and before i could imagine anything, poof! we were together. like magic.

okay back to the topic. so crushes are supposed to become boyfriends, speaking from the girls' point of view.

and love is supposed to be mutual right.

so assuming having a crush is having a secret love for that particular someone, what if, girl A has a crush on guy B, and guy B has a crush on girl A too?

crushes are meant to be secret i suppose, like how the eye-candy thing is supposed to be secretive too. but turned out everybody knew everybody's ec.

so if crushes are secret, then girl A would not know how guy B feels, and guy B wouldn't know what girl A feels.

but what if they find out somehow?

if i were girl A, and one fine day i realise guy B's actually just as into me as i am to him, i think at first i'll be happy for awhile.

awhile, because then i'll wake up. like hello? a crush? something caused by hormones? idk. crushes usually aren't friends right. so whatever we know aboutt he other person may be due to horrible stalking to find out what his name is, what class he is in, what time are his breaks so we can look at him from afar, what cca he is in, if he already has a girlfriend...

but we don't actually talk to them do we? i guess the most common reaction for girls if their crush suddenly appears infront of them is to get dumbfounded and be retarded for a few moments.

so yeah i'll wake up, because i realise that i haven't talked to that person, i only know what's outside, not what's inside. i could have observed his actions since forever, but i wouldn't know his character until i really get to know him.

same goes for the guy. if he has been stalking me all these while, he wouldn't know me inside out either.

so getting together...may not be impossible, but prolly friends first. but i guess before that i'll be so bloody embarassed that i'll never look at him again. too bad for him that likes me then.

idk, what will YOU do if you find out your crush has a crush on you?

calling you, acoustic, blue october

Calling You (acoustic) - Blue October

Song Lyrics | Blue October lyrics

(:

bikila and rono will appear soon.

i was exploring heartware's website, and then i discovered all the testimonials. sebas has his face in han ying's photo.

idk, will somebody ask me to write a testimonial for heartware sometime?

meanwhile, to appease teachers, parents, relatives and myself, i am trying to figure out math.